I could never get inside your head.
All i want, is to know what you want.
For you, to just open up.

HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY CUI LIAN!
Have a blessed birthday! ((: You're legally seventeen & finally on par with me & Claris. Haha (: I'll never forget the times where we threw ice at people from your house. LOL! (: Happy birthday!

Today is the last day of the wake. Woke up super early for the cremation. I'm super tired now. The cremation was obviously a sad one. People crying and all. After the cremation, rushed down to Zy's place to surprise him as it's our 2nd month today (: Spend some time with him before rushing off for my grandma's birthday party BBQ (Dad's side) at a chalet, which is super clean & has good facilities. Most of all, my uncles & aunties are all super funny. They speak to each other in Malay & Hokkien. As usual. & Cause we're all peranakans, they were saying don't ever bring a Baba to eat at a peranakan restaurant cause they'll always complain bout the food. My grandma's cooking was super delicious!! Esp her chilli. Yummy. Had fun but i'm really worn out. Shall let the pictures do the talking.





































































Cousins with Grandma before cutting cake (:








































































































































The four brothers with my grandma! (:





































































Grandma & Tash
























Sean & Grandma















































Tash & i















































Cute right?? Both the mother & baby raised their hands!















































































Isn't she a gem? (:

Old pictures of the times where everything was fine
Hoping there would be a time machine
To bring me back where it all started.

Have been pretty busy lately. My grandfather passed away last Sunday. It was sad to see him suffering so much, breathing really hard to gasp for air. At least his last wish was granted. Which is to die in his own home & not the hosp. Plus he smiled before he passed away. Have been helping out at the funeral and all. At least i get to talk to my cousins and all. I won't have much time to blog and all. Other than tt, i have been fiddling with the camera! Trying everything out. Pictures are really sharp. Below are afew examples.
























This is my mum (: She's wearing a peranakan outfit. She has quite afew.
























Tried the tripod stand. It worked! The cam didn't fall. Thank goodness. Lol


































DouDou!
























Zheng Yang! Look at his dimple! So adorable.
























Justin & DouDou. He really likes DouDou. Haha.





































































Yes, very unglam i know. Just when i clicked the camera she opened her humongous mouth. Lol. Hopefully no one gets nightmares seeing this. Haha.

AHHHH OMG! I'm superrrr happy to the maxxx!! :DDDDDDDDD
I finally got my Canon eos 450d camera! OMGGGGG! AHHHHH! Not only the camera, the memory card, cam bag, tripod stand etc is alr bought for me! :DDDD This is the happeist day of my whole entire life! Now i don't have to use tt lousy digi spoilt cam! :DDD I'm seriously over the moon. It was after cg tt Zy passed me the gift. He hid the whole present behind the chest in my place & i didn't even notice. When he carried the thing to pass to me, i was stunned. My face lit up brighter than any lightbulb in the whole world man. OMGGG! I can't believe my long term wish finally came true.

& So, i wanna thank the people who made this wish come true.

1. Zheng Yang
2. Justin
3. Javier
4. Yi Fu
5. Di Kai
6. Stacy
7. Gladys
8. Joey
9. Wei Siang
10. Samuel
11. Claris Beloved
12. Daphne
13. Anna
14. Fenny
15. Nicole
16. Natasha
17. Jarron
18. Jarrod
19. Raihanah
20. Farna
21. Shi Kin
22. Yazid
23. Brandon
24. Jasmine
    
25. Softball clique
26. Wan Jing (Zy's sister)
    

To the above people tt chipped in to buy me this camera for my birthday, THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH! I know it cost super much. So thanks for pulling all your money together just to buy me the exact camera tt i've been longing for (: I can't ask for a better gift in the world than to have such thoughtful & incredibly awesome friends and a boyfriend that would go through so much effort & all just to get the camera for me. I can't thank you enough. I'm seriously feeling super high right now. I seriously didn't know you people were planning this all along. ((: Ahhhh thank you all & i really love the present super super much.

P.S. I WON'T LOOSE THE CAMERA!!! Lol. I'll guard it with my life! (:

Everything is starting to make sense.
Words turned into action.
We're on fire, give me everything you are.

Whole day spent with Zy :DDD Super happy! Finally a full day with him. Anyway, i'm going Hong Kong for holiday in mid Dec. Super excited! SHOPPING! Woohoo! Lol.
& Mitchell texted me while in army saying ' All the people here are fat. Finally i feel so at home. ' I laughed super hard when i read the msg. LOL! Okay enough. Pictures shall tell my story. (:

P.S. I miss Raihanah, ShiKin, Farna, Ain & Nadhirah super much!! Meet soon kay? (:



































































Zy climbed out the window to my mum's room for fun -.-



































Almost there..



























SUCCESS! He didn't drop. LOL.


































DouDou (: I'm bringing her to Sentosa this Sat! Superrrr happy! (: Can't wait :D

I'll never let you go.
I'll never let you turn around; our back on each other

Went out with Beloved & Louis to catch a movie called ' Quarantine '. Super dizzy movie man. The movie's bout zombies & getting bitten, and the whole idea of rabies. Quite scary. Finally get to see Louis! (: He kept rushing me & Beloved to eat faster -.- We went to Funan to get Beloved's hard-disk. Damn idk what's a hard-disk. Louis told me to keep silent cause i'm embarrassing him -.- Idiot. Lol. Ima comp dummy. Need to upgrade my brain & change CPU. Lol.

Headed to riverwalk for bible study after tt. I got to see Zy!!! :DDDD Haha. Yes super happy kay. Never see tt ninny for 2 days. He said something SUPER hilarious on msn tt made me laugh so hard.

Nad : If i marry you next time, you better greet me when you come home from work.
YANG says: i will
YANG says: "OEI siao char bo! u home or not?"
Nad: Must say ' HONEY I'M HOME ! ' Then kiss me on the cheek. YANG says:" HONEY KISS MY ASSSSSSSSSSSS"

And I find peace when I'm confused
I find hope when i'm let down
Not in me, but in You

Woke up ultra early to send Pabitra off. It was more of a happy one. Lol don't know why. Cause Pabitra is a chirpy person by nature. Anyway, she send us a super sweet msg before she boarded the plane, saying ' Hey you guys take care. Study hard and make some cold hard cash and come to nepal. I will be the tour guide. Anyways take care. Miss you guys.' Tt's half of the msg. We were all smiling when we read the msg. I miss all of em already. Anyhoos, ate at Macs with Des & Jas. Super filling man.

I'm feeling super lethargic. Slept my whole afternoon away. Woke up, met Mitchell, Liling & her friend, Alvin for dinner at a restaurant called ' Suki Sushi.' Food's cheap & nice (: It was great catching up with LiLing. Her laughter's super cute & contagious! It was great seeing her after such a long time (: She's doing really well though. Her friend, Alvin, said i'm super smily like her. Lol. I hope that's a good thing.

imisszysupermuch. Oh well.

PICTURES :D

























































Pabitra i'm so gonna miss you! I'm never gonna forget the times we had when we were in the same class during sec 1 & 2. Especially the time where we nearly wash the school toilet because of you -.- Lol. I'll visit Nepal & find you at Mount Everest. LOL. Take care yeah? :DD You're greatly missed! (:


































Pabitra & Des
































































































































One by one they leave. Ima miss them a great great deal! & Their're really hilarious people to hang out with. (: Nepalese - Extremely fun people.


































Liling! ((:


































Mitchell (: He gave me tt necklace as a birthday gift.



































Mitchell! (: You're gonna get enlisted tmr. No matter what, don't be sad okay. No wait. I take tt back. You don't even seem a wee bit sad tt you're going into army. Lol. Of all guys you're the only one who seem so care free abt it. I don't get it. LOL. Anyway, hang in there alright. You never know, you may make many gay friends. Lol joking la :D Come what may, be strong in there! Don't faint! HAHA. Come back in one full piece kay. Next time when i punch you & all you can tahan! You'll come out fit and macho ((: Takecare dude! Smuggle in tidbits!! Lol. Till then, we'll meet when you're out (:

That furball keeps me warm.
That furball is ugly yet cute.
That furball is DouDou.

Pardon for tt lame red words. Lol. I've met the MOST noisiest boy in my whole entire life! He talks non-stop. He ask me so many questions. Seriously alot. Steph's cousin, Edison, just graduated from kindergarten. He's super talkative man. I was the only one entertaining him. He has so many riddles for me to solve. & I think he asked me more than 10 questions. LOL. Not exaggerating. But he's cute. Next time, i go Steph's house, ima bring tape to tape his mouth. Lol. He seriously talks non stop. Worse than a radio. Weng Lok, Steph & Joseph were like 'Let's play a quiet game. First one to talk loses.' Yeah he lost in 1sec. LOL. Oh well. He's super cute though. (: Kids are incredibly cute. Going airport again tmr!

My sisters are ... I have no words to describe. LOL. Nik went for her prom. She straightened her hair. Tash, she dyed her hair!!! Super weird. So not used to it. I bet they'll both look really gorgeous in their prom dress. Nik went clubbing. Their're gonna take their driving theory. So not fair. I gotta wait till i'm 21 then i can drive. Why the hell are the rules changed??! -.- Bugger.