Pull me close; Don't let me falter.

Ima stay close by your side.

Just got back from OAC camp this morning. I'm really worn out. I'm bruised all over from playing paintball & rugby. Mainly paintball. Paintball's fun to the maxxx! Overall, here's what we did in camp over the days. We hiked more than 10km, less than 15km carrying heavy-huge haversacks. Didn't bath, just powder bath. Super sticky feeling. High elements, Kayaked, dragon boat, badly drenched in the rain right after we bathed -.-, walked around the shopping centre drenched, played waterbomb filled with food dye, paintball & hardcore rugby! I must say i had lots of fun. Paintball gave me 7 bruises on my leg, back, & hand. & I got shot in the head -.- Super pain man. Rugby got me a scratch on the neck, a bite on my finger, dragged across the room, knock down & squashed horribly by many people. Everyone, esp the girls, were extremely rough to the core. They just ramp each other, kick, bite, punch and more at anyone and everyone. Lol. Super hiong. Waterbomb- Got hit in the eye & a bite on my hand. From this camp, i made a conclusion that the girls love to bite people. Lol. I got to fiddle around with Ramdhan's Nikon dslr camera. Super cool! Ahhh when am i gonna get mine?! ): Oh well. When i get the pictures i will post it so you guys can get a rough idea of how fun the camp was.

Mum send me home. Met hun to bring him to the doctor as he was really sick. Then he came over to my place to rest while i took care of him (: Hope he recovers soon. I feel so helpless seeing him suffering in pain. I wish there was something more i could do to help ease his pain. Get well soon baby dearest :D

Went for Asia Conference. It was SUPER pack to the maxx! But the service was good. Very happening. I'm looking forward to go for the next few sessions. It's gonna be great. (:

PICTURES (:

Scratched on the neck. Idk which bugger scratched me. Lol. Super pain.

Huge bruise on my calf. Real life it looks much more worse. Got it from paintball. Worth it though. Cause i had hell lot of fun! (:

Asia Conference! Power pack event! :D

& Now the photos i promised for the Bling2 party session 2!

SiJia, me & Torance.

Iris!

Fiona!

& Lastly...

I WANT THOSE BEAUTIFUL TURQUIOSE BANGLES!!!! AHHHH. MUST/HAVE TO GET THEM. It's superrrr nice. I like :D But it's too big for my hand. Nvm i don't care. I love love love the colour.

I'll be away for camp from 18 - 21 Nov. OAC training camp. When i'm back i'll be busy attending Asia Conference! (: I'll blog when i can. Byee!


& An advance birthday wish to DAPHNE! :DD Happy eighteenth birthday! May your wishes and dreams come true yeah? (: ilyyy.

PICTURES :D
Taken last Sat after my performance. (:

We're both so alike in many ways. In terms of personality & character. So much alike that we always clash. Even both of us have sweaty palms. Our thinking, ideas and perspective are exactly the same. There's a disadvantage & advantage bout our similiarities though. Yes we can connect more & flow in many ways. But the problem comes when we both quarrell- both refuses to give in. This time, i'm serious bout this relationship to go far & last, despite our many disputes. Because at the end of the day, it's a fact & a sure thing that couples will have problems. Zheng Yang is a kind of guy that is straight forward, possesive, loving, caring, sacrificial, fierce & funny. I love so many things about him. He always holds me real close to, never letting me out of sight. He looks at me & smile every now & then in a way to tell me he adores me. He makes me melt whenever he starts singing to me. Every word that comes out of his mouth, i know he means it because his eyes lit up & he looks me right in the eye, smiling at the end of his sentences. It doesn't matter that he's possesive because i know it's a way of him showing that he loves me very much. I know there're some girls who detest guys who are possesive, but not me. Zheng Yang is different. & Whenever i'm down, he uses blibical verses to cheer me up. & It really does work (: So i guess i'm brave & confident enough to say that i found the right guy. I pray & hope that we do last no matter what.. Because i love him very much and he means so much to me (:

Nothing feels right when i'm not with you.
Now i don't know if i can ever stand strong,
With my own two feet.
I love the feeling of being with you & loved by you.

Firstly, I LOST MY DAMN PHONE! ))): & for the record, it's the 7th time! GAAAAH! & This time, i'm super sad & mad at myself. Super super upset. Don't ask me why the other times i not tt sad. Just tt i use 2 phone. One main & the other just for camera use cause it's cybershot since my digi cam spoil. "Best part" of it is tt i took many pictures at bling2 party today & now tt my phone's lost, the pictures are all gone. UGH! ): Kay this seriously sucks. I have no mood. So no pictures bout the bling2 party. I have no camera at all right now. I feel like blowing ym brains out now. Okay, i shall not cry over soemthing that's my fault. ): Sigh. My last performance & i lost my damn phone. GAAAAAAHHHHH! ): Why am i always loosing stuff!! Esp my phone! I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. Plus tt phone has a line. Oh great. A "perfect" ending to a great day i actually had. Whatever. I don't have any camera or whatsoever now. Can't take any pictures, can't take photography ): Ughhh! Anyway, below is a video of my performance. That's all i have. Shall upload the pics when i get it from my dance friend. Bye.

I'm the one in turquoise btw.

Urban Grooves Remix !

Keep telling myself to hang in there.

But how long do i have to keep silent.

How long do i have to endure this shit.

It hurts. It really does.

Trying not to give up. I won't- Trying real hard.

Oh Lord, just take my burdens cause it's killing me.

Went out with Beloved today. Dance was cancled. Went Sentosa! :DDD We took 500 plus pphotos. Super camwhorers! HAHA. Anyway, i had so so much fun. There was this group of guys playing volleyball, & we seem to be the target cause the ball almost hit us many times. So did a frisbie! LOL. After we bathed it rained -.- We walked at vivo city. No wait, we camwhored! LOL. Photos are below. Not all are uploaded. Shall upload the rest tmr. Ate with Steph for dinner tgth with Claris. Today i had so much fun. I was super happy man. Just felt so great to be out & not sitting in the office or making any damn deliveries! After dinner with Steph, we camwhored at some shops. Lol. Then Steph left, Belvoed & i drank milo at YaKun. Reached home past 11pm. I felt really carefree, no worries no nothing. It felt great to be out (: On top of tt, beloved & i had so much fun doing spastic actions, laughing our ass off! Today was a really great day for me (: Felt really happy to the maxxx. For once, just felt so free. (: I had a blast with you beloved! ;DD I LOVE YOUUUUU!

PICTURES! :DDD

Some guy in red trunks -.- So... Gay?

Beloved supports Singapore!! HAHA

Yes i love her very much :DD

& Now presenting.. PRETTY CLARIS :DDD

Last but not least, ME! -.- Lol.

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
& to stop the muscle that makes us confess.

I just realised it's about you all along. So beautiful its sweet noise. And you leave me with no choice, but to make it all about you. Cause you're the morning dew. Listening to you makes me feel brand new. I'd kill just to be by your side right now. Side by side with your every stride. You amaze me boy. I wish you'd be my guiding light that will never fade.

HAPPY ONE MONTH BOY :DD
More than just words, i can't describe further how much i really do love you. & Though we have gone through so much crap, we still stand strong tgth as one. Because great minds think & act alike right? You better agree! LOL. Okay whatever it is, this is your first time celebrating such stuff, & i hope you enjoyed yourself hun :D I love you very much b (:

• B came my place to watch tv. Spend some homey time together (:
• Went out to watch movie (HSM 3). I vow the movie's superrrrr nice! I love the movie to the maxxx. Except tt b didn't like it. Lol.
• Night, he went for leader's meeting while i walked around
• Went home tgth (: I'm happy yes i am cause i've got me boyfriend by my side & with him i'm really happy :DDDD

10 Nov '08
Went out with Beloved today. Took many pictures. Spastic ones. Had much fun catching up with her. & Shopped too! I shall let the pictures do the talking. I had really much fun with beloved. We're def gonna have more outings! :DD

PICTURES (:


BELOVED! She's wearing a diff colour!!! Not Black anymore!!! Pretty right my beloved? ((:


Happy shoppinggggg :DD

'I am not short, i am concentrated'.

Yes, self entertainment. Lol

Mega watt smile :DDD

Bob the builder bag!!

Dora the explorer! HAHA

Prettttty Claris :D

Beloved smile like tt soft-toy right?

Beloved stressed! Hahahaha

Banana pizza & apple crumble pizza. Superrrrr delicious.

Beloved thanks for the Zara Turquoise tank top & ear rings. (: I love it very very much ;DD My fav colour!! Thank you & i love youuu!

Zheng Yang :DD He looks super cute right? He looks lost. LOL.

Now his back to normal = Spastic.

I wanted to purchase tt yelow dress. No money!!! Lol.

My dear boy got me this. (: Just what i needed. Photoframe filled with pictures with him & my loved ones.

I got him 2 shirts & made a video.

Okay that's all. I can't emphasize more on how tired i really am. I did not sleep at all last night. I only slept at 7.30am. I was up all night doing the video. It drove me nuts! LOL.