my exasm haf already strted. gonna end soon. yays* i wasn't really in a gd mood todae. smhow i js can't stop thinking abt todae's math papers. urgh !! math paper 2 was so diff lahs. lyk out od 20 qns, i only noe lyk.. 10 ? n wad if those 10 i don get rite ? .. il fail. nn i don wanna fail my math. i studied. i did . n somore i left out a 8 mark qns. lyk wth man , i feel so toot up lahs. im praying fer a miracle. seriously i am. todae he send me to skul tho he din haf paper in d morn. den he went back. he came skul to fetch me hme den he went back to skul fer his afternoon paper. sweet . anywaes .. i really don wanna retain. il blow my brains off. cos im planning to pass my eng, comb humans, chinese , math n F&N. but unfortuantely, i donoe how to do so many subs.
dis few mnths i haf been trying to find smthing .. smthing to cover up d scars in my heart. trying to pick up d broken pieces of me. it hurts so much to b in dis situation. it hurts lyk hell. n u wanna noe d worse prt ?! YOU ! how many fucking times do i hafta sae ? U DON LISTEN ! WHERE R UR EARS? DO U EVEN HAF ANY ?! LYK WTH MAN !! ISIT FUN TO HURT ME ?! ISIT FUN TO IGNORE ME ? IS DIS A GAME TO U ? I REALLY WISH DAT U'D JUST C DIS !
DEN U'LL NOE. MARK MY WORDS. I'L NVR GO BACK TO U EVA AGN. N EVEN IF I DID, MY FELINGS FER U HAF ALRDY FADED. TOO BAD. JS ACCEPT D FACT DAT I CAN;T STAND U N NEITHER CAN U. TO THINK DAT U WERE D RITE WAN FER ME WEN HONESTLY, U'RE NOT. N I DON REGRETT DOING WADEVA I JS DID. FUCK OFF MY LIFE N DON EVA CM BACK. YOU ARE D DEATH OF ME ! YOU HURT MY FUCKING HEART ! THANKS TO YOU .. DUDE !