It's those little things you do
That makes me smile
I'm hoping for a comeback, again.


Today's my last day of work :DDDD Yay. Haha. But when school starts i might still be working on weekends. Happy for nothing. Nvm at least i still get money? Heh.
Omg school's starting ))))): Study = Multiple sadness. GAH. I strongly hate school cause of study. Going back to school to see my friends = :DDDDD
Anyway, Nothing much happened lately. That crazy Viknesh keep calling me then put down. Bloody irratating. Plus when i don't reply his messages he floods my inbox and calls me -.- & He asked me out. I never reply. He flooded my inbox. Bloody irrataiting man. Anyhoos, all i gotta say is that i majorly hugely enormously miss SHIKIN! Ahhh that Gundu girl. I wanna fly to Batam and kidnap her. & I miss Rai too! She ruined my surprise for her -.- I wanted to go her house after work to give her a gift and my hug :D But she knew. In the end i decided not to go since she found out. & I was thinking, sicne i'm going to Rai's place, i might as well go to Beloved's place to surprise her too. & Pass her her gift. Plus i brought it along? That Rai la. Haha. Okay i miss them all.
Nadine misses Gundu & Belo, Beloved & Shaaa <3 My joy killers :D

Let's just sit out this afternoon
& enjoy the calmness
Listening to acoustic songs that sings about our lives


Went out with Irwan yesterday. We watched 'I am legend'. Ahhhh that show is damn nice uh. I love it. I wouldn't mind watching it again. After the movie we went to Skate park. But cause it was a long walk, & Irwan brought his skateboard, i stood on his skateboard and ask him to pull me so i don't have to walk. Me & ShiKin wanna learn skateboarding. Like cool uh. Haha. Met ShiKin & the rest at Skate park. But i had to leave at 6.15pm.
Met my primary school friends at City Hall. The guys were on time. The girls were 2 hours late -.- Lol. During the 2 hours i talked to the guys. They were talking about their results and all. & It's good to hear that they all did well. None of them failed. The worse thing is when they asked me how i did. & Cause only my ex knew i retained, he was really sweet to tell them not to ask. Lol. I felt awkward. After awhile got use to everything. We had reservations at Dome restaurant. The rest of the guys left first if not our reservation would be canceled. So left me, Terrence (my ex), and Yan Kai waiting for the rest of the girls to come. While waiting we were talking about the times we had in primary school. We used to play catching alot. Terrence even remembers the sitting arrangement uh. He even said i used to bake cookies for him and all. He actually still remembers. Then the both of us said that we used to quarrel ALOT. Like seriously alot. Then we turned to Yan Kai and blamed him. Cause it really is his fault that we always quarrel. Lol. After that met the rest. It was really fun seeing all of them once again. We had gift exchange. They kept saying i never grow taller. So bad can. I did grow taller!! & They said i'm cute & small :DDD Yay. Haha. Then this guy, Max, his damn rich. FREAKING rich. He bought all of us sunglasses. Somore it's not the lousy kind. He bought so many and ask us to choose one. There were still left overs man. He suddenly came to me and said ' It's been 2 years since we've seen each other. You look so different. Your cheeks very chubby. Especially when you smile. It's cute. I just feel like pinching your cheeks.' I shall take that as a compliment instead of an insult to my cheeks. People keep saying i've got chubby cheeks. I don't even see that my cheeks are. Their're FLAT! Haha. Anyway, we took pictures. I really miss them so much. Seeing them again was a really great feeling. Over the years i've missed out so much on the other gatherings.
Met Mitchell before yesterday at midnight. Lol. We had supper at Macs. It was nice to see him after so long. & We took alot of pictures. Lol. & Thanks for the gift Mitchell. Thanks for granting me my wish. Haha you rock (: & Now i'm scared of cockroaches because of him! The damn pest ran after me and i started screaming. Lol. Mitchell walked me to Alfred's house. He was really nice to walk me all the way there. & I'll give you your present soon. We will def and obviously meet up really soon. :DDD



























































































































































This is Terrence. My first stead. & The second longest. 1 1/2 years.

This is the Season to give
So let us put aside all our worries
It's Christmas
& on this day,
Our sins were washed away with the blood of Christ.




MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! :DDD

Haha. Went for service today. The drama was pretty good. Damn funny. Had a really great time. It was a candle light service. The whole hall was lited up. It was really a pretty sight. The whole hall lighted up with candles. Everyone holding a candle and passing on the fire to everyone. There was a carnival too. Though the carnival wasn't as big as the previous one, but still.. They had a 'flea market' sorta thing. Belinda bought me a necklace for christmas. & I bought a customized shoe. I haven't got it yet cause the person is helping me design. I chose the design and all. Gonna have my name on the ballet shoe. Damn nice uh. I saw his other designs on the few shoes. It's really a nice piece of work. (:
After that i went to my uncle's place to celebrate christmas and my little cousin's birthday. She already had a party earlier though. Her name's Anja. She's damn cute. She looks exactly like me when i was her age. She's like a princess uh. She's got so many toys. Alfred called me and he said to her 'Happy birthday'. & She said 'Happy Birthday' back to him -.- Lol. Al was laughing can. Haha. She's uber cute man. She loves Dora the explorer & Barbie dolls. Haha. My siblings and i got her Dora the explorer that can sing. Below are the pictures of her holding it. She keep saying she likes it. Haha. It's damn ex. & In one of the pictures shows her wearing 2 "tiaras'. She keep insisting on wearing 2 tiaras -.- . Lol. She keeps calling me Nicole(My older sister's name). So i made a deal with her. I told her i'll give her my Barbie doll car if she remembers my name, Jie Jie Nadine. So she keep calling me that.
Okay enough talk. I had fun. Christmas eve was spend with Baby. He bought me a effing nice top i wanted from WH. I love it. But he bought such a big size. I very fat uh huh?? Buy such a big size that can practically see my bra. You want everyone to see my boobs isit Alfred? Haha. Anyhoos, i love it.
I got afew presents already. Gonna get more on the 30th. It's a friggin HUGE family at my mum's side man. I've got 23 cousins there. 8 Aunties and uncles. Huge right. Huge but more presents (((:

Pictures time ! (: First few pictures are in church. The rest is at my Uncle's place :D
























































































































































































































































































& Now i shall end this post with a HUGE MEGAWATT SMILE :DD

Fcuk it.
You treat me like complete trash.
This time i've decided.
Decided to fcuk off your life.
Whatever.


I've been working for like, ksadjaskjd days & long hours. Full shift all the way. Start at 11 end at 10pm. Received quite a few christmas presents already. Heh (: I love some of em though. Today my supervisor brought her dog to work. She calls her dogs baby. Not dog -.- Lol. Their're cute la. One's so fat the other's so thin and quiet.
I went to Rai's place last night after my work. I practically nearly rot outside her house? Haha. She forgot all about me and left her phone in the hall. Somore she stole my food. No la. Lol. I bought for her. Anyway it was nice crapping around with her. Messaging ShiKin and talking to Rai at the same time. Haha. How i wish ShiKin was there too. (: It'll be perfect. Just like that.
Tomorrow i'm going to my dad's side. It was changed to tmr. Yay! Haha. Mum's on the 30th. Christmas, i love christmas!
(((: Er. I think i'm gonna end here. Alfred's at my place now. We're gonna countdown to Christmas together (: First time i ever did that with anyone. Oh wells.
& The picture below, is DouDou. Look at her face, so act cute can. Lol. But she's damn cute la. So angry with her. When i came home she didn't even run to me. She ran to Alfred )): Stupid Alfred. Idk what spell he put on her.
Anyway, i miss Beloved & my 2 Gundu-Belo best friends & Ashwin. ): Ahhh gotta meet up soon.

So many choices,
Yet i can't seem to decide.
Now i'm all back to square one, again.



Omg. I'm effing tired. It's 2am already and i'm still awake. My 2 wonderful bestfriends & Shaa came to my workplace the day before to visit me. Lol. They made so much noise until my supervisor scolded me. Haha. Ahhh i love them la. Was so happy to see them. :D
Stacy messaged me for the past few days. I miss her uh. So long never see her. She wanted to meet me but i got work. When i see her i'm so gonna hug her (: She's damn small but freaking cute. Haha. & I miss Beloved! ): I miss the brothers too. Never see them for so long. I miss all those i haven't seen for so long la.
I went christmas shopping with Alfred 2 days ago. Bought everyone's present already. Got for Beloved, Russell, Mitchell, Jasmine, Twins, Mum, Alfred, CuiLian, Steph, KerMin. Er. I can't remember the rest. I got for my colleagues too. Yay! Er. Wrapping done today. Supposed to go my dad's side on 24 Dec. But i gotta work. Wth man. I wanna go my dad's side ): Tell my supervisor call another part timer she give me attitude. Anyway i'm not even supposed to work on 24. It's not even my shift. Now i gotta think of a way to tell my dad why i can't go. Somore he already told me that i have to go. & Christmas is always the best season. And i'm missing out. BAH. Nvm, still got my mum's side. I've got 23 cousins there. It's like a noise booth over there. LOL. But their're fun la.
Okay now i realllly have to sleep. Okay goodnight weird people :D




<3 All i want for Christmas is :

1. SLR Canon Camera $1000
2. Sony Ericsson 580i $?
3. Vans Shoe $150
4. Black & White bermudas $25
5. Cotton On clothes
6. Hair curler $100
7. Paperworld Notebook $30
8. Precious Thots Big teddy bear $195
9. Precious Thots Pillow/Bolster $45
10. Super powers (: $kdjfkajskdfjaksdj


Be a doll & get me those above, won't you? :DDD

I don't need all the riches of the world
To make me happy.
All i need is you
& your love


OMG! I'm freaking tired. I'm so tired that i nearly got knocked down by a damn car. Anyway it's also not my fault. On my way to work, i was crossing the zebra crossing, and a car just zoomed pass me. I was like .. Wth? I should have threw my sausage at that car man. Haha. Okay i just lack of sleep. But Alfred came over to my workplace for the past 2 days. He wanted to surprise me but i made him tell me. Wanna bluff me also don't know how to lie. I shall teach him :D Haha. The manager came in yesterday. She's damn funny la. Actually they all are. They listen to people's conversation and laugh. So mean right? But i also do that eh. No choice what. But some are really comical. & A customer said he like my smile. There was constant laughing in my head. Lol. And my supervisor kept asking me to buy 'TY bears' for Alfred. So bad can. Own staff still ask me buy. Lol. But cause i'm a staff i get discount :DDD Haha. I kept telling her i don't wanna buy for him TY bears. His 17 for crying out loud. She wanted me to work tomorrow half day too. But i said i already told Yana that she's working. So yeah. Plus i need to do my christmas shopping. (((: Yay!

Okay. I'm going christmas shopping with Alfred tomorrow (: But gonna drop by Great World City first to buy some stuff from the shop i'm working at -.- Lol. And to pass them my IC. Heh. Gonna shop like mad tmr. Need to get all my presents by tomorrow. And baby can carry all the things i buy. Haha. (:
The other day Alfred came over my place after picking me up from work for awhile. And i showed him all my Barbie doll collection. I treated him like a girl! Haha! I was like telling him, 'Eh help me comb her hair.' 'Help me wear for her her clothes and shoes.' LOL. & He just do whatever i told him to do. Haha. He damn funny uh. I have the house, car, and etc. Too many to type out. Anyway, his damn idiotic.

Nadine Alfred

Nadine: Eh i wanna marry Barbie & Ken. Help me wear Ken's clothes.
Alfred: Okay.
[After 3 minutes]
Alfred: Wah lao. Why the wedding so budget one. Why got milk, egg.. mineral water also have. Somore the chicken so small. How to feed everyone??

& He started laughing NON-STOP. So bad right.

& After laughing, he finally remain silent. So i thought he finish laughing at his own joke.
After 5 minutes, This is what he did to my precious doll ! ): He used my tiny Hercules doll to fight with Barbie. So bad right? I wanna kick him uh. Only know how to destroy things. HE DISRUPTED THE WEDDING BY KNOCKING DOWN ALL THE PLASTIC FOOD!! Haha. After he stop, he dress up Ken. & Started laughing, again. I looked up and got a shock. This is what he did to my poor Ken !!!!

& This thing, this thing we have?
Sometimes i wish it was real.
You don't have to tell me the ending,
Cause i already know.
But maybe, i just don't want to face up to it just yet.

So let's just enjoy this honeymoon.


GAH i'm tired. Literally drained. Physically & mentally. Have been working for the past few days. Plus i don't go for my lunch break at all. Don't feel like eating. Anyway, my supervisor gave me the whole of the Christian products to take charge of. E.g. Books, CDs, Bookmarks, Pillow,etc. All the Christian stuff. Cause she said none of them are Christians & I'm the only one who understands what the customers are talking about when asked something relevant to the Christian topic. & She said i could do anything i want to with the counter. I was like ' Waaa? Er okay.' Lol. So i just stand around at a particular spot the whole day besides re-arranging the books and etc. At least i don't have to walk around that much. That's even worse. But i have to wrap gifts. Damn i suck at it. & I wrap so slow that the snails can reach their destination faster then me. Lol. Plus i keep wrapping wrong. GAH! Haven been working almost full day. Tomorrow i still gotta work. Really tired. & I got councilor meeting tomorrow. Crap i can't go. Nvm i'll ask the brothers to fill me in on what they discussed on today. Bet it's on the Sec 1 orientation camp. Supposed to go bowling with the brothers after the meeting, but since i'm working.. Can't. ):

Anyhoos, something really funny happened during work today. There were 3 Korean customers that hardly knew how to speak English. So one of my supervisors brought them to me, idk why?
So i thought they wanted me to help them open the product to let them check. And they started speaking to me in Korean. & NON-STOP. Thinking i understand. I stood there, dumbfounded. Lol. They kept laughing at me. I don't even know what i did that was so amusing. Probably because i replied them back in Chinese? Why i did that idk either. Lol.

I feel like a book-keeper and a CD seller ? -.- Nvm at least i'm more familiar with the products i'm in charge of. Okay it's getting late and i haven't been having enough sleep. Have been sleeping past 4am lately. Okay bye people (:



Christmas is always the best season ever.
Or at least it should be.
But i'm not happy, or the least excited about it?
Okay whateverrrr.

Despite the way it hurts
Just when i think i'm enough
There's always someone better than me
You're bitter-sweet

Ahhh just had tuition. I'm pretty tired. Conferenced on the phone with Shaa, Nadhirah, ShiKin, & Nabilla just now. So chaotic la. Lol. But fun fun :D I gotta work tmr. Sorry guys. Can't go to the theme park with all of you as promised. Really sorry. But we'll meet up soon again okay? (:

I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'mi'm sorry i'm sorry sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'mi'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry , Baby.
Thanks for calling off the fight. You know it's not worth it. I love you Alfred. & I'm really sorry. Okay i know nothing i do or say now will do any help, but i really am sorry.

10 Reasons why i love you:
1. You always kiss me on the nose
2. You never fail to make my day no matter what
3. You take in all the shit i throw at you, & Still manage to make me smile
4. You're willing to go the extra mile
5. Whenever you see me, you hug me so tight & go ' Omg baby i miss you so much '
6. Somehow i find your laughter and smile adorable
7. You're small but cute
8. I love your 6 pacs. Hotttt :D
9. You always let me win
10. I love you despite your flaws

Sometimes i really don't understand why you're not mad at me whenever i do things that hurt you. But this time round, i really am sorry. I wish i could rewind everything. Unfortunately, what is done, is done. Sorry for not messaging you last night. It's late & i didn't want to wake you up especially when you're sick. Plus i won't get to talk to you since i'll be at work the whole day. Ahhh i love you. (:




<3 The only thing that gets me through the day is knowing that i will be able to see you at the end of it all

Brothers 4-2 half.
They keep me wide awake in or out of camps.
(: Jokes aside, We Rock.


Supposed to go out with Beloved today. Again, really sorry Beloved. Cause the brothers can't go out on other days and today's Justin's birthday (12 Dec). Anyway, i was damn late. I woke up 14 minutes later at the time we're supposed to meet. Lol. I rushed like mad. We ate at Seoul Garden. Surprised Justin. (: After that we walked around taking photos. It was pretty fun. Being around them is always an adventure. Full of laughter, full of crap. Haha. Other then ShiKin & Raihanah & Beloved, 4-2 half never fail to make me smile. Last but not least, Happy birthday Justin. :D
Okay tmr idk if i have to work? But i've got tuition. ): GAH. Studying makes me go nuts. I still have to type some work documents for my mum. She'll be paying me. (:
Anyhoos, Alfred's sick. His so cute la. He suddenly message me saying ' I'm feeling so sick now. Think i'm having fever. I'm cold.' LOL. Okay i know normally people will go ' Oh no you're sick.' And blah blah blah. But i found it funny? Wth is wrong with me. Okay, i'm weird i know. I met him after going out with the brothers. Met him outside his house. His neck was damn warm. Omg his damn cute la. He dyed his hair and he was wearing this huge sleeveless top. He looked like a little kid who got lost in a building. Lol. After hugging me, he said ' Sorry i can't kiss you cause i'm sick and i don't want to pass to you.' After 1 minute, he kissed me and went ' no i cannot kiss you. ' LOL. Damn gong la. Hurry recover la you ass. Haha.

Okay i wanna sleep already. Goodnight you gorgeous people! :D

You're long gone baby.
Go jump off a cliff and smash your brain


I woke up at 2.23pm today. Lol. Shaa woke me up. Haha. She called me quite afew times. But i was still sleeping. Anyway, thank goodness i don't have to work today. Which means i can go out. Heh (: Went out with Shaa & Faris. Afterthat met ShiKin and Rai. I ate for like an 1hour? Shaa and Faris nearly died waiting for me. Even when Rai and ShiKin came later i was still eating. Rai stole the rest of my food anyway. Lol. We took many photos ((: I bought a cap. Esprit white cap. I love it. :D Heh. Rai got the same cap but different colour. ShiKin buying tmr. Rai left and me, ShiKin & Shaa camwhored, again. LOL. Okay i love them.
After which i met Alfred. (:
Beloved, Really sorry that i canceled our date last minute. Really sorry. I owe you one. (: & & That stupid Ivan ask me go Yahoo search, type my name and find porn! Beloved, see his so sick right. Help me scold him. Haha. His mind is badly corrupted.

Photos below. Enjoy aliens. (: