Goodbye 2014.

As 2014 comes to an end, we welcome 2015 with open arms, yet afraid of what 2015 has in store for us. 2014 has been the worst year for me. So here's my goodbye speech before a new beginning comes ard.

2014, u have been nothing but unkind to me. The start of 2014 wasn't even good to begin with. I saw more downs than ups & i never achieved anything. My personal life was a roller coaster ride & i got first class seats to witnessing my life go to waste. I did try to make it better, but instead of seeing a light at the end of the tunnel, it was complete darkness throughout.

In Oct, i resigned from my full time job for 2 reasons. I'm not gna mention the 2nd reason cause it's personal, but the main reason was to spend time with my family. Especially, my father. I never mentioned this to anyone before, but since the start of the year i had this v strong, reoccurring feeling tt something bad was gg to happen to my dad. Instead of doing anything abt it, i shrugged it off. But it was still etched at the back of my mind, making it's appearances every now & then reminding me of the pain i'd go through if anything was to happen to my dad. There were times where tears started rolling down my cheeks whenever tt kind of thought popped into my head.

The start of Oct was awesome. I said to myself:

"I've had a horrible 2014, but it looks like things are turning ard for the better. I'm gna make the best of my last few months of 2014!"

I travelled to 2 places in Oct as a celebration of my b'day month. Everything went great! I finally started feeling happy.Then on 31st Oct, just when i thought everything was getting much better, i received a call whilst at work(part time) telling me my dad passed away. My world immediately went from 70% to a complete 0! Loosing my dad left a huge hole in my life. I won't get into the details of it again. But what i'm trying to get at is tt i hope, 2015 will be better than what i went through in 2014.

I'm not asking for much. I just want a simple, carefree, most importantly, HAPPY 2015. It's all i ask for. My dad said to me on one of our last few convos,

"Why do u bother helping someone who once betrayed u. Don't be stupid, make your life miserable for what. This kind of people better to stay away."

With tt said, i'm gna steer clear of the ppl who are negative, mean to me, has nothing nice to say of me, speaks ill-ly behind my back & are well, just not good to be friends with.

2015, please be kind to me, please. 

Speechless.

Work it.

I have been working out quite a lot lately as i have more time on my hand since i'm currently unemployed. Never thought i'd say this but i actually work out to feel better. Been having trouble sleeping & i've got so much thoughts gg on its taking a toll on me. So i run to take my mind of stuff & surprisingly, it helps. It's gna get better, it will.

Blond

I have dyed my hair more than 5times this year. It is def damaged & looks like hay. Which is why i'm gna stop killing me hair even more real soon. I don't look good in black hair. It makes me look very old & dull. Which is why i constantly keep dying my hair diff colours. Also cause, erm.. I wanna try diff kind of colours & see what i look like.

Anw, i've always wondered how i'd look if i had full blond hair. So i tried! But it only lasted for 30mins cause after tt i coloured it with streaks of pink.

So here's how i look with Blond hair!

Pulau Ubin

Pulau ubin on Sunday was pretty awesome. I had fun & didn't think about anything else. Friends and i headed there to do our recce as we were planning a camping trip the following weekend. It's been a couple of years since i last visited Pulau Ubin. Some things never change. It brought back fond memories of my time at P.U when i was schooling.

P.U has facilities for people to camp indoors like a chalet. If you want to feel the real experience of camping outdoors, there are a couple of places to pitch your tent & sleep there! But there was only 1 camping ground we came across tt had a bonfire built for ppl to use. Which is the one closest to the assembly area. There is no need for a permit to pitch a tent at P.U. In SG, a permit is required. 

Renting of the bumboat cost 30SGD & can carry 12ppl. If u have pets & intend to bring em over with u, u are required to rent the entire boat at 30SGD for u and your dog or with your friends. If not, it's $2.50/head. 

Rental of bicycles depends on which shop u go to. The one we rented from was the last shop & our bicycles cost $10/person. That is depending on which bicycle we took. It's best to rent a bicycle when at Pulau Ubin. U see more of the island & save your feet from getting sore. Walking will be torture. Trust me, i tried before.  

  I am not a fan of Chendol. Never really liked the taste of it until i had Makan Melaka's Chendol. It tasted different from the one i had before. It wasn't the usual kind of Chendol i had expected. It was different, different good. You gotta try it for yourself to find out!

Makan Melaka

Blk 1, Changi Village Rd

#01-2946

S500001

 Chendol with Glutinous Rice, $1.80
Original Chendol, $1.50

I know the picture above doesn't do the chendol any justice on how awesome it taste. My friends and i quickly mixed our Cendol totally forgetting to take a photo first. Anw, i had the Glutinous rice chendol. It was not bad. My friend had the Original chendol.

  Durian chendol, $2.10

Personally, this is my fav. They give a generous amt of Durian & it's sweet & fresh. Really good!

  Mee Soto, $2.50

SO SOOO GOOD!! MUST TRY.

Green.

Romper: Wonderstellar

Shades: H&M

Shoes: Converse