I spent my Saturday with Justin, Javier & DK for a short while before we all had to go our separate ways. Met church friends in the night for dinner then Irish pub for drinking. 3 of us didn't drink though. Drank mocktail. Anyhoos, their fried bread rocks big time! It's quite oily though.

Anyway, thanks to those who has been there for me. I am definitely trying my very best to get back up on my feet so don't worry. I myself do not want to stay depressed forever. It's nt easy, but still.. I know tt nothing's impossible with God. I know for a fact tt He allows certain things to happen for a reason. & I'm pretty sure tt reason is for a good cause. Even if i'm gonna get beaten down again & again, i still won't give up. Am trying my best to stay optimistic alr. Nothing in this world will ever be as perfect as we imagined it wld be. But with God by my side, i know things will get so much better. 'Cause He wld never forsake me.



FROLICK! ^^ A-MUST-TRY. Taste damn gooood! First time eating a cup on my own.



Javier in his checkered top which i like alot! Lol. He says Frolick's yummy too!





Steph!



Bear!



With Esther. Got to knw her a little better.





Mega fattening!

Look at the cameras!! So colourful & incredibly adorable! I likeeee! Can't rmbr where i grabbed this photo from. Anyway, speaking abt cameras, i desperately need to repair my cam real soon. The lens AF is spoilt.

I'm starting to dread going to work. Now i fully understand what grown ups mean by "When you start working then you'll know how tiring it is. So cherish your time as a student." Really detest going to work ): It's so mundane & my feet aches from the long hours of standing. Oh well. At least i gain some experience working in the F&B industry since tt's what i'm planning to do in the future.

Watched American Idol at my Uncle's place during CNY & i felt tt this year's competition is quite tough. Considering the fact tt most of em have really good vocals. Anyway, one of em who really took my breath away was DiDi Benami. Her singing is awesome. Watch her video i posted below. She's really good.





WATCH THIS WATCH THIS!! MUST WATCH! It's so worth your time. IT'S DAMN BLOODY FUNNY TO THE MAXX! LOL. MUST WATCH!!! This guy is mega hilarious. It's 2.45am & watching this video made me laugh. MUST WATCH! His dancing is retardedly funny.

This song sang by Joseph Vincent is not bad. Javier intro-ed it to me. I find it quite nice.. Though towards the middle it was a tad bit monotone. Enjoy!

Sorry for the lack of update. The past week has been a really difficult time for me. I did nt even enjoy CNY this year. I only celebrated CNY on the first day. Did all my visitations on the first day, trying my very best nt to think abt anything. Was out for abt 13hrs. By the time i got home, i was extremely exhausted.
Have started work recently, trying to occupy my time fully. My eyes & feet are sore, tummy aches & i'm very tired. But nothing seems enough to keep me occupied. Or rather to fill tt void within me. Sigh ):

No matter what, i know God will come true for me.

I wld personally like to thank Farna, ShiKin, Stacy, Beloved, Counsin Tay & Justin for being there for me. I really appreciate it alot! Esp those who took the time to meet me & keep me company & also for texting me constantly. 'Cause your presence & encouragement kinda helped me through the day.

P.S. Please DO NOT ask me the very 1 qns tt will piss me off & upset me! If you are wondering what happen, js keep wondering & DON'T ASK ME! Tyvm.




Opening my fb profile pg, this touched my heart. Thanks for assuring me ya'll will be there for me.



Red Packet frm my mum tt has my Surname(Zheng) on it. Cool right?

Sleepless nights, wildest dreams
Time killer.

Lo hay last Sun with JK subzone was alright. It was really messy. Lol. Anyhoos, had dinner with my family for the twins birthday after tt. Ate at Ivins!! Woohooooo! Got to eat my fav Peranakan dish (((: Surprised the twins at 12am with Sx with a cake Haagan Daaz Belgium Choc she bought (: Delicious!!!



Lo hay!!



As you can see frm this picture, there were so many ppl at first.



Then everyone ran away. LOL.



Claria & i! (:





LOL!





Bear (((:



Han Yong my ex husband! LOL.





Zy wasn't feeling well. My presence made him better! HAHAHAHAHA. Ya right.. I was peeling some cotto from his Nudies which is mega precious to him!







Twins & i. Yes i knw i look very weird with my hair pined up. But i don't care. LOL

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TWINS! (:

I finally tidied my room & it looks so much better & less messy now! For those who came my place before wld know tt my room is ultra messy. I have this weird habit of cleaning the house/room when i'm bored. & I have done tt about 5 times in a month alr -.- Gonna paint my room Turquoise soon ^^

Daniel's farewell dinner was quite fun. It was more or less like a renuion dinner for the ex N178 ppl. Really miss em so much! We had an awesome time catching u with each other. Anyways, there was a widespread of food & i brought DouDou along. She was really happy! Lol.

I'm kinda tired & lazy so i'll update on my recent events another time (:



Dad bought boots & high cut shoes for me from HK. The brown one is cute! (:



Took down the upper bed.











They said don't smile! But i can't help it! LOL

I'm mega tired. Anyway, last Sat's sentosa outing was quite fun (: Went with Farna to support Sk's school event. The weather was scorching hot! I had a great time with them. My sis & some of my church friends were there too. I went over to play volleyball with em! Haha.

Watched 'Tooth Fairy' with Zy today (: The movie's awesome! Really funny! Any movie casting 'The Rock' is never boring! I had a mega awesome time spent with Zy today ^^ Plus we ate at MFM!!! So long never eat there alr. (: Ok i had a great day today (:

Some of you mst be wondering wth a jobless person does all day at home. Well, nothing much actually. But i have started going to the gym. Tt way my money doesn't go down the drain for nothing -.- & FYI, i have been looking for jobs.. Just didn't get any.





Sk playing netball. She is the one wearing a black tee.



Sk & Farna (:



Sk & Birhang. So cute!



HAHA. Farna own!!!!!











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