I'm defeated- Once again.
I need a breather.

Today my school celebrated Teacher's Day. Had Aces Day too. 5Ns' played Volleyball. It was pretty fun (:

The concert was very boring. Can't even hear clearly what the emcees were saying. Anyway, i did enjoy some parts of the concert though. One of em is the modern dancer's performance! Beloved was dancing too! They danced hip-hop. Beloved danced really well! We were all shouting her name. We even made her a banner! LOL. I'm so proud of you beloved! You ARE a born dancer (: You pulled it off & the dance was awesome!
Next would be Jolyn's solo! She sang a Chinese song. It takes one hell lot of courage to stand in front of the whole school, with many eyes looking at you & sing. She sang well! So so proud of Beloved & Jolyn! :D

Saw a couple of familiar faces who came back to school.

Our whole class was cheering for both of em. We made them both banners! Haha. So on right? Lol. After the celebration we had Eng remedial. Wth right -.- Then Stacy, Joe & i went to Claris place & played with Ponie & Lilo! :DD I missed them both! Then it was off to KFC to meet Justin & gang to half-study.

I'm damn freaking tired. So many pictures to upload. Thank God no school tmr :DDDDDD
I slept at 4am last night cause ytd i studiedwith Justin & gang till it was close to 10pm. After tt i baked muffins for my teachers. Plus i was an hour late for school. Lol.



The muffins i baked for the teachers i like. Lol. (I know i wrote 'Lao Shi' wrong. Lol pardon my horrible Chinese writing skills.)



Volleyball match with 5N1.





Joe was doing the 'Visa' dance. LOL. Damn retarded.





The hip-hop dance item! (:







Their end pose.



Jolyn!!! :DDDDD



Supporters!! Hahaha.



Malay dancers. Their dance item was Zzzz. But their outfit was unique.



Drum item.



Beloved! (: Hot right? ((: Haha.



Beloved :DDDDD



The banner we made for her.



Stacy, Hid & Me (:



Stacy, Jane, Me & ShiKin :D



Bq, Jane, Me, Stacy & Ihsan.



Cui Lian!! :DDDD The girl who taught me the hokkien word KL. Hahaha.



Shi Kin!! :DDD I missed her super much!!



Jane :DDD She slimmed down a lot & has become prettier & tanner ((:



Jeffery! (: He made me feel so short la -.- Bend until so low. Lol



Ashwin!! :DDDD Was damn happy to see him! (: You can see a monkey(Khalid) behind disturbing me. Lol



Nabilla! :D



Chloe! (: As pretty as ever. (:



Mdm Chang! Best & CUTEST Chinese teacher ever!





Nepali & Justin gaying tgth.



Stupid Russell. Lol.



Beloved contented with her Stitch (:



Stussy :DDDD



Beloved, Stacy & i tgth with the happy Stitch! :D



Stacy, me & baby Ponie



Lilo & Ponie (:



Lilo!! (: She looks uber cute here.



Ponie! My business partner (:



Look at Ponie's expression! Damn adorable la. Haha.

Here's a joke to brighten your day! :D

An elderly gent was invited to an old friend's home for dinner one evening. He wa impressed by the way his buddy preached every request to his wife with endearing terms such as: Darling, Honey, My love, Pumpkin, Sweetheart, etc..

The couple had been married for almost 70 years and, clearly, they were still very much in love.

While the wife was still in the kitchen, the man leaned over to his host & said: "I think it's wonderful tt after all these years, you still call your wife those loving pet names."

The old man hung his head. "I have to tell you the truth," he said. " Her name slipped my mind about 10 years ago! & I'm scared to death to ask the old bitch what it is."

ZY IS BACK FROM FIELD CAMP & HE'S CURRENTLY IN MY ROOM BESIDE ME :DDDDDDDDD
I'M SO FRIGGING HAPPY ((: I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS COMING OUT ON A THURSDAY!
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I'M SUPER FREAKING HAPPY MAN! ((((((:

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[Edited]

Zy was released earlier today(Thursday) instead of Friday because he was being rewarded during one of the days during his field camp. Basically all of em had to dig a deep hole tt they would all have to sleep in. The Captain walked around observing them all. FYI, they took afew hours digging the hole. It's a huge hole man. Anyway, the Captain spotted him & rewarded him, tgth with 2 others by letting them go home earlier than the rest of his whole platoon. Not cause the Captain was being biased, but cause they did a good job in digging the hole. Not easy digging a big ass hole ya know. Zy told me his back & hands were aching. Lol. So the moment he booked out, he came over to surprise me. I was seriously overwhelmed when he told me he was outside my place. He really is a gem. Doing things tt wld make me go ga-ga crazy :D

I am SUPER SUPER proud of him (: & I def thank God for answering my prayers. For watching over him. & Most of all, granting him favour! The Lord never fails :D

He is the Lord of Lord,
& The King of Kings.
He is whom i can put my trust in & know for sure,
He WILL come true for me.

After my study session with my friends, i had dinner with my dad. & He talked to me about his job. Which is a taxi driver.

Have you ever scolded a taxi driver for driving the wrong way, charging you extra, cheating your money, driving too slow etc. ? Well, i def have scolded a taxi driver for driving the wrong way. LOL. Then again, being a taxi driver is a very tedious job. Especially for those who work night shift. Take my dad for an example, he works night shift. He comes home every morn looking so worn out. He drives all night long, picking up ALL kinds of people. People who are unreasonable, rude, kind & entertaining. However, sometimes lady luck ain't on my dad's side when he picks selfish people who run off after reaching their destination. It is a waste of his time & petrol. To travel so far & have a run-away customer.

Whenever the driver goes a longer way, it is not cause they wanna cheat your money (Well not most of the time). They go the way they are used to & what they think is the shortest/best way. But to us, it's as if they are trying to get more money outta us. So when we yell & scream at them for going to what seems like the longer way, there's nothing much they can say. If they were to retaliate, the argument will never end. So, no point. & The fare is charged by meter & time. Ever reached the same destination the same time, but the cab fare is totally different? Again, not tt they are cheating us of our money, but because of the waiting time at the traffic. Each time the car stops because of a traffic, the meter will still running & prolly add 10-20 cents more.

Or have you ever met an extremely talkative driver? As irritating as it may be at times, give the guy a break. They drive all day long, no one to talk to. So they tend to chatter non-stop to whoever they pick up. So be a kind soul & don't ignore the lad. He just wants a person to talk to.

So yeah. When my dad told me all these, it totally changed my perspective of Taxi drivers. The wrong judgments we have on them, are totally not what we see it as. They have their say too yknow. But some taxi drivers are evil. I'm not saying ALL are good.

I really admire my dad because he doesn't complain about his work. He said 'This is a very tiring job. But God spoke to me & told me to stay in this job because he wants to use me for a greater purpose- To help others by putting positive thinking into their mind.' I am glad he still keeps close to God. I just thank God for protecting my dad all these years. For answering my prayers (:

Ok ima go study again before i head to bed (:

MUGGING LIKE THERE'S NO TMR!

I vow i am starting to feel even more pressurized. I have def started studying tt's for sure. I have been studying almost the whole day alr. Drilling those notes into my head. Particularly Science. I must not lag behind!! Ok ima go back to mugging. Was taking a short break. Toodles :D

In every lie, lies a whole new picture.
To walk away from it, is a complete selfishness.
I'll fend for myself- You need not bother.

My weekends were spend with Zy (: I studied in the afternoon till he came. We watched tv tgth, had dinner tgth & all. Cooked for him & we just spent the night chatting away. The day before i baked 3 mini cakes for him. The last cake i let him decorate it. Haha. Before church we had a quick breakfast tgth at Macs. It was lovely to have dinner with him, & wake up early in the morning to have breakfast tgth. I was definitely feeling super contented. The sermon Pst Kong preached tt very Sunday was superb! Anyhoos, Zy left shortly after a quick bite during lunch as he had to book in. I must say i am so much happier & am so enjoying every bit of this r/s. Everything he said to me, is definitely coming to pass. Enough bout us.

Had my English O level oral today. Basically everything was alright. Just tt i gotta feeling i talked a bit too fast? I was nervous. Oh well. No point pondering over it alr since it's over. I just pray & hope for the best! (: My target is to get distinction. I must must must reach my goal :D

Watched 'UP' today with Stacy, Firman, Yf & Justin. This is my 2nd time watching it. Lol. I promised Stacy i'd watch it with her & i forgot. So to make it up to her, i kept my promise & watched it with her today. She kept laughing. Lol. Didn't know Bishan theater was tt cold! & We had to leave the Bishan Library because of 3 NOISY kids- Stacy, Firman & Xin Ni. They were really noisy.

Okay pictures time! :D



I like this cake the most :D



It says' Nad ZY'. I know it looks like 'Nad 21.' But it ain't.



Zy wrote tt. It reads 'I love NAD' Haha i know it looks funny. Doesn't matter. He looked really adorable as he tried to write tt phrase with much concentration, hoping tt it wld turn out js fine. Haha.



Dinner! :D I could not even finish half of the food on my plate. LOL. This is what i get for being too ambitious. LOL.



This is a scrapbook i made for Stacy (: I'm so so glad tt she loves it :DDD



On every page of the wooden booklet, i wrote a short message for her (:

When i read her blog, i felt so so touched :DDD Anyhoos, i am really glad she loves it :D It makes me super super duper happy to see my friend happy with the things i make/give to them (: It's a one-in-a-million kinda thing (:

This is what she wrote (I know i'ts long. But it really is touching (: I copied & pasted it from her blog to mine. Lol) :

And yup.. This is what Dine had gave me for belated birthday present. Isn't it lovely? So touched!

This made my fever gone.. Every unhappiness is gone once i had you and this lovely memory.. I always wanted an elder sis. You show me that you're the best, and you'll always be my best sister although we're not blood-related. In my heart, you are. Even closer to me than my blood-related sister. You had been there every time for me, In times of happiness and in times of sadness. No worries. You'll also always have my listening ears and a shoulder to cry on too. Share anything that is stupid or crazy, i'll laugh with you. Of course, without saying, we'll walk this life together. No breakage of friendship cum sistership. Remember my compo, we'll be glued together, nobody could ever separate us. I had always wanted to look for a lifelong friend, not only friend, but friend that i can rely on and every single thing with, literally every single thing. And now, you had appear infront of me, on 2007. Thanks for staying by my side no matter what happen, you let me realise who's my true friend, and what true friends will do.. Thanks so much! Love you dine.. =DThanks so much dine.. Really touched to see a wonderful art piece. The best present i ever had. I really almost teared when i recieved it in school.. But "paiseh" huh? Suddenly teared in school. So, must 'tahan". Haha. Nvm, next time i'll do crazy things like what you said, to create memories. But, promise? You will always join me. Haha. Pinky promise? Yeah! Deal! =P
Really worth waiting. Haha. Thanks Thanks Thanks soooooooooo much! *Muackz*

This issue is escalating like crazy.
I can't take it; No i can't.

I GOT C6 FOR CHINESE -.- Wth wth wth wth!!!! I was aiming to get B3 man. At least i got 'Merit' for my oral. Better than getting a 'Pass'. Lol. Wahh this is damn... I have no words to describe how bad it is. Ima retake even though some advice tt i shouldn't. No harm trying, right?

Anyhoos, i got back not long ago from tuition & supper with dad. He talked to me bout some stuff tt i was on the brink of tears. Having some problems at home. I just pray tt things will be alright soon. Yknow sometimes i wish i had a perfect family. But tt's just impossible. Oh well. I shall not lean on my strength but God's. Please pull me through Lord.



& Recently i dreamt of Scottie. In the dream i was damn shock yet SUPER UBER FREAKING ULTI MILLI ZILLI HAPPY to see him. Like, literally. I was overjoyed tt i could hold him in my arms again & all. But, when i woke up.. It was just a dream ): I really do miss him. Whenever i think of him, i would tear cause i just miss him so so much. No doubt, Scottie will ALWAYS remain my number one lil precious treasure.

P.S. Sorry for this emo post. It just so happen tt i had a dream about Scottie & having problems at home.

Because living with you is hell.
& This is torture.

Last Sunday was SOT Graduation day. It was kinda fun. & A super camwhore day. Took MANY photos! My sisters & some others were graduating tt day. Bro Joseph preached a really awesome sermon tt day! Haha really powerpack. It was difficult to snap photos of my sisters taking their certificate cause they were both coming from different sides of the stage!! Pst Kong & Pst Tan were standing on each side of the stage giving out the certificate. The twins came up the same time & it was really fast. Lol i tried to snap both of em though.
After the whole graduation, we stayed back to take many more pictures. Lunch with cg & i watched a movie with Zy at Cine. We watched 'G.I Joe'. It's a SUPER SUPER nice movie! :DDD I'm glad i watched it even though initially i didn't want to. Can't wait for the 2nd one to come out (: Dinner was spent with some church friends at Serangoon Gardens.

Well, i did enjoy myself with everyone else. Esp with Zy (: As i was sitting in the cab on the way home, i just felt really really happy. Only he & i knows why (: & I know things are gonna get better & better. Just like we said it will. & It really is :D




Nik & Tash



Sisters & i



Tash & i



Bear! (:

















Tash doing some retarded stunt. Lol



Zy :DDD













DouDou sleeping. So cute right. Haha