Reading to you about my thoughts from my diary
I expected you to say something in return
Yet you chose to stay silent
If i'd known, i would have never spoken a single word


Yesterday went for dance class with Wei Hong & Louis at Studio Wu. Saw quite afew people i knew on the way. Anyway, learned popping, locking and hip hop. The hip hop was okay uh. Cause i already know the basics. But hip hop is more to my preference. Popping must really have the muscles. Locking is fast. Popping's fun uh. Haha. After dance class went Suntec to walk around. WeiHong damn crappy la. Lol. His damn comical. But his dancing is not bad. We ate chocolate fondue! ((: He stole all my marshmallows la ): Ordered another plate of stuff to dip into the choc, and when i wanna take the marshmallow he snatched it away from me. Lol. Somore the fruits i dip into the choc keep dropping. Before i can even poke the fruit with the stick, he hurry eat it up. Lol. Selfish right. Haha. Louis ate all the bananas cause i don't like. After that Al came.
Had tuition just now. I reached so early uh. Had tuition for 3hrs30mins. Craap uh. Damn long. Gonna have tuition again this Wed. Exam starts tmr. ): Haven't even started studying yet. Ahhhh! I'm panicking yet i'm not doing anything about it. Lol. Miss Toh nominated me for the 'EAGLES' award. Hopefully i get it. Which is why i HAVE to study if i want the 'EAGLES' award.































I don't think i can take the pain anymore;

With a movie star face, and the perfect lines
Oh boy i wish you were mine


Finally had a meeting with the prom night people. But doing the execution is another thing. Lol. Anyway, went to the flea market last Saturday. Bought some stuff. Finally got a bag!! (: Haha.
Went for a make-up course. Lol. Mum made me go. Anyway, benefited alot from the course though. It was interesting. The person teaching was a guy from Australia who appeared in the mag recently. Forgot his name. After the course she turned to me and said ' Go see what make up you want then can get for you'. I was shocked la. My jaw practically dropped onto the floor. Lol. Cause those of you who know my mum, she don't allow me or my sisters to put any make up. She's kinda strict uh. And the make-up is from 'The Make Up Store'. Damn ex uh. Products from Sweden. Mum spent $422 on make up. Effing ex. And after that ate at NYDC for supper! Ate ' That Boney Cake' ! Damn nice ! Hees. (:

1 MORE MONTH TO MY BRITHDAY!! (((((((:



I'm not afraid of death, as long as i'm with you
You are the other half of me
Vow upon this day, this moment
That i'll love you with every ounce of breath i take till death
And baby, you do make me smile (:

Seeing your pictures literally kills me all at once
Sometimes i really do feel like giving up.
Should i ?

You've got us to watch your back.
And we'll always be there for you (:
The both of your are my awesome bestfriends-sunshines
We'll hold your hand and guide you along.
I love you 2 la ((:
Smile my dearest lovely sunshine girl.
* just lost the best damn thing that could ever happened in his life.
So cheer up okay.

SORRY/ BLAME IT ON ME

































Oh how i hate having to look at you with joy
And have you turn your back on me just like that
I tried every means & way to let go
But somehow i find myself clutching on to something
Something i still treasure and love
That something ..
Is you.
Why do i still love you ?


Okay. I've got nothing much to say. Except, sorry. Sorry to you.
I don't know why, but your words just make my knees go all weak. The effect taken on me is just so strong. Too strong. Somehow, i doubt your words. And honestly, seeing you never fails to make my stomach flip. Cause i never know when's the next time i'll be seeing or hearing from you again. You're the only one who i rather love & treasure. There, here's your anthem for tonight. I still love you, a great deal.
The rest, is up to you..

Today/ You had me captivated



Celebrated Raihanah's birthday with ShiKin, Kamal and some others yesterday. Went to Marina Square food court to eat. Raihanah was looking HOT on that day la. She wore YELLOW skinny's! It was so easy to spot her. She looked really good in those yellow skinny's la. Lol. Anyway, after eating me, Shi Kin and some others left first to get the cake while Kamal brought her somewhere else. We bought her Swensens ice cream Blackforest cake. Celebrated it at a quiet place. Sang birthday song for her then gave her her presents. Bought her a robot tee, platrum necklace and threw in some biscuits. Shi Kin gave her a Ripcurl wallet she wanted and some other awesome stuff too. Me & Shi Kin did a book, that's filled with our pictures and messages from us and some others messages too. Had so much fun uh. I love both of them to the very core laa ! ((: Okay enough talk. The pictures will do the talking (: . Hee.

Sometimes i feel like you treat me as trash
I'm not made of stone, i do have feelings
Or did you not know?
I'm no ATM machine
Still, i do things out of love
Just to see you smile.



Daddy's birthday was before yesterday. Was supposed to celebrate his brithday with him. But couldn't. So gonna make it up to him. Might be having dinner with him on Tuesday. Bought him leather shoes, shared with siblings. Happy Belated Birthday Daddy.

Oh & .. of course i didn't forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAIHANAH !
I love you la. Haha (:

Anyway, had oral last Thursday. Hopefully i did well. I sort of screwed up. I think i talked to fast la. I tend to do that when i'm excited or nervous. Sometimes, i just do that w/o knowing it. Haha. I like planned everything in my head that i was gonna say. Then came the real thing, my mind went blank la. Wth. I was like, oh crap. Just pray hard that i did do well uh.
Oh and adding on more about the Prefect's investiture at CHIJ. The people there kept asking me, ' Erm. Are you local?' Lol. I was like, ' Yeah i am. Why i look like what?' I take afew steps, and there goes the question. Haha. Yeah i get that alot actually.

I miss waking up beside you.
To feel the warmth beside me
Knowing that you're right there, just next to me.
Most of all, the way you looked into my eyes
Made me wish i was yours more then ever
I miss staring at you while you're soundly asleep
You looked so calm, so sweet.
Stroking you on the bridge of your nose
It just made me smile to be lying right beside you
I love you now, always & forever will.






Went Balestiar special school for CIP. Only 6 people turned up from my class, effing pathetic la. Lol. Anyway, the school's for disabled children. Their're like damn cute uh. But kinda pity them though. There was this class i had to take care of together with my 3 other classmates, and they were like so adorable. (: Had fun uh. After that rushed back to school for the Prefect's Investiture at CHIJ Secondary School.
The Prefect's Investiture at CHIJ Secondary School was pretty good. Was impressed with the skit and the reception. Right after the whole event, the host of our school brought us to a part of their school to eat. And there were tables set up for us. Felt so grand, like candle-light dinner uh. Haha. Damn cool. It was pretty intresting overall. Talked to the other school leaders, get to know how their school leaders run the events and all. Afterthat met B, who waited for me quite long. Sorrry (: Oh & .. I got to wear a tie and blazer! Haha. Okay that's all for today.



;Happy Birthday to you (:

I'm waiting like a dumb fool
Wishing you'd come back.
There, that's what i have been doing.



Craaap! Nadine's not feeling well. Since morning i already wasn't feeling well. Felt so weak and kept having gastric all the way. In school i was struggling to be attentive in class. But my stomach was seriously giving way. Madam Aini came to my class before recess to talk to us about our atrocious results. Mine's okay la. Don't wanna retain again. During recess i just rested awhile. I'm hungry, but when i see food i sort of like get disgusted. And don't feel like eating. Past few days has been like that. Even if i eat something small, i'll feel like throwing up. This happens to me like once in a blue moon. And now, it's back to torture me! Haha. Wth. Okay i think i'll probably end here. Cause i'm feeling kinda dizzy and freaking weak. Thats all for now.






























Oh & .. Jasmine, Rakhi, Pabitra, Bandana, Louis & Raihanah, thanks for cheering me up. And Rakhi ! "Thanks" for scolding me even when i don't even know what i did. LOL. Still, i love all of you la.

Let's pretend everythings fine
Put on our fake smiles and keep wasting our time
Cause i just can't stand losing you again.

Went to the flea market with Mitchell today. Bought ALOT of stuff la. Haha. Then watched the movie Evan Almighty. Cause Hairspary was fully booked. Sad la. I so wanna watch that show. I bought stuff for people too. Hope they'll love it ((: . After that i met B. We walked around for Louis's present. But didn't carry enough cash, so probably gonna give him a late present. Haha. Had a blast with B.


; Hey you, i'll meet you tonight on top of the world. I still love you *

How many times have i fooled myself,
Over you?
How many times have i caught myself,
Staring at you when you walk pass ?



Craaap* You got me so damn effing confused with your constant Hello's & Goodbyes's.
This is not a game. It's my life that's hanging on a thread.
Anyway, to AHEM*. Haha. Nothing will change la. So worry not.For Nadine's gonna conquer the world !!! Lol. Yeah you wish. But i'll make sure you're laughing every mintue. Haha. So smile okay. And please don't make me feel guilty as i already am. (:

Once it was just innocence
Brash ideas and insolence
But you will never get away
With the things you say today



Watched Ratatouille with Mitchell yestreday. We're just CLOSE FRIENDS okay. Don't get the wrong idea. Lol. Anyway, the show was pretty nice. It's about cooking, a rat cooking. Had lots of fun. Mitchell kept crapping around and i kept laughing. His damn funny la. He actually made me laugh so much that my hands like so weak. You know that kinda weird feeling when you're over-excited. If you don't, forget it. Somore he tricked me saying he has a friend whose exactly like me and he needs to buy hr a birthday present. So i was like, ' Is she pretty? She must be cause she's like me' Lol. After the movie we walked around and i saw this top that's effing hot & ex. It's damn nice! I could scream non-stop that it's damn nice. So we went in to see. We were like trying to look for the size. Cause it's Europe size. Size 2 , 3 & 'P'. Yes 'P'. Then that crazy Mitchell said ' wear P la. P stands for puny.' Lol. True enough 'P' was the smallest size. Haha. So went to try it on. Damn nice uh. I kept teling him to introduce his friend to me so that i can steal that top. Haha.We walked home & talked alot of crap on the way. When we reached my doorstep, he gave that mischevious grin and said ' Your early birthday present' . My faced changed 360 degrees la! At first i thought he was just pulling my leg.

Anyway, THANKS MITCHELL. OF COURSE I LOVE THE PRESENT! IT'S DAMN NICE TO THE EFFING CORE. I BET I'LL WEAR IT ALMOST EVERY TIME. HAHA. THANKS AGAIN MITCHELL. oh & .. Thanks for always giving me advice, cheering me up. (: Thanks again Mitchell. You seriously made my day when you handed that present to me. I love it like SO much ! I was all smiles la. Thanks again !! xDDD

Curious explorer, we took our time.
Slowly disentangling the hidden vines Of lovers come and lovers lost.
I'd kiss you like i was a drowning man and you were my oxygen


Last Friday had the Teacher's day concert. It was pretty fun for me cause i was involved in the performance. The "honey" dance people had to pull the teachers and dance to the "Do That Thing You Do' song. Lol. So embarrassing la. The whole event was a success. It's kinda satisfying to see a smile on the teacher's faces (: . Right after the dance ate with Raihanah & Shi Kin. But had to leave after awhile cause had camp. I was so sad eh. Wanted to go out with Raihanah & Shi Kin. But got camp.
The camp was pretty fun. Did high elements. High Elements is something like obstacles. But mostly of heights. It's damn fun but scary. There was one where had to do in groups of 3. My group people were Yi Fu, Javier and me. So me and Yi Fu were being blindfolded, and Javier had to lead us. It's 10m off the ground, and there's a cable for us to walk on, but very thin. And ropes hanging from the top. I had a really difficult time balancing. The moment Yi Fu came onto the cable (as i was standing in the middle), the whole cable started shaking. I kept moving back and forth. I couldn't reach for the ropes la. Somore my hands were damn pain and my legs were shaking like mad. Couldn't stand properly. I couldn't reach for the rope even when i walk slightly nearer to the other rope. It took me more then 5 mins to reach for the next rope. Javier was like trying so hard to swing the rope real hard so that i could reach for it. People were like shouting instructions. My group did the longest. I was practically screaming-whining. Lol. So much for having short hands. Yi Fu and Javier were damn patient with me la. Thank goodness for them if not i'd have given up and just fell. They were encouraging me all the way. Including my other group members. Haha. The facilitator of the whole course then asked Yi Fu to take off his blindfold. So that he can also help me. Cause i was having a REALLY difficult time reaching for the ropes. My hands were damn tired. Yi Fu damn funny la. Not only were the cables shaking, the log was shaking like mad. Lol. I had fun overall. There were other elements that i did too. But don't wanna get in too detailed into it.
So, that's all for now.

PHOTOS OF THE TEACHER'S DAY & CAMP