Had so much fun with raihanah today. We went to cine for the flea market. We bought quite afew stuff at the flea market. It's cheap and nice. (: Then met kamal halfway. After that we both went to Clarke Quay to CAMWHORE !! Haha. The pictures are dead gorgeous la. Best pictures i've ever taken. After that met kamal, azri and nadhireh at fullerton bridge there. We went to esplanade to see the firworks. Damn nice la the fireworks. Had so much fun with Nadhireh and Raihanah. The kecoh people. Met her sister too. They look like twins eh. All so pretty. Okay enough of my crap.
Here are the pictures of me and rai (:
NADINE LOVES RAIHANAH LA! MY PRETTY BESTFRIEND. I LOVE HER OKAY.

 Anyway, scottie's sick )): . Boos! I don't know why his body got so many scap. And the scap is like really big. One big patch. I apply medicene for him already. But he bleed SO much la. I feel so sorry for him cause there's nothing really much that i can do to relieve the pain his suffering. ): Before i left for school i checked up on him, and i saw smears of blood near his sleeping area. And he was shivering somore. I came home early to takecare of him. Bringing him to the vet tomorrow morning. ): Boos! I hope nothing's wrong with him. I love him SOO bloody much!
This is scottie (: Cute right ?
































Daphne and Louis came ovr my house yesterday. Drank Absolute vodka- 40% alchohol. I didn't know it was bitter la. I poured a whole cup for me louis and daphne. I didn't want to waste it so drank the whole thing. louis also drank the whole thing. He didn't allow daphne to drink. I almost puked right after gulping the whole thing down. It taste like crap! After 5 mins i started feeling groggy. Haha. Then tt louis keep saying i'm drunk. We took alot of photos la. With different faces. Lol. Nothing happened to louis la. So not fair.
These are the after effects of me drinking 1 cup of absolute vodka.
Louis, my childhood friends. Daphne, my primary school mate. (:

SCREAMS! haha. It took me so many days to get tt video out of my head!! It's so embarassing la. I know i looked dumb. OMG! haha. I feel utterly embarassed to the very core. ekkkkss* When the video was shown people kept laughing. I mean it's a good thing tt people laugh, cause at least my vid with faz was funny. Shows tt we're FUNNY people. Haha. Ya la. I know it's party cause of the way i pronounce the chinese word and the fact tt i'm wearing a cheong-sum. Faz's one is her craziness. lol. Okay okay.Enough of tt if not i'll go bersek again la. LOL.

GAAAAH* i'm so tired la. Got back not long from dance class. and it's like 10 plus already. Really tired. I couldn't dance well today ): . No matter how much effort and energy i put into the dance moves i just didn't feel well. Don't know why. Plus, my ankles were bleeding la. Daphne gave me a addidas shoe. THANKS FOR THE SHOES BTW DAPHNE (: Cause new shoes usually will give you blisters at the back of your leg. And i kept telling myself ' nevermind just walk normally.' So i forced myself to walk normally. Cause people kept staring at me as if i'm some kinda hadicap la. lol. Now my shoes at the back got spots of blood. POOS* I'm exhausted. Oh & guess who i bumped into in the train on my way to dance class? SHAWN ! Haha. We were like ' eh? ..' haha. What eh coincidence. He was with his girlfriend. Caught up on what we're doing and all. Was nice seeing him again.

Anyway, had lotsa fun in class today, towards the end la. I asked my classmates for help in my chinese compo. It's for CA. When they read my compo, they started laughing SO loudly. I was like ' wth? .. '. And they said my chinese writing is amusing. Cause i converted english sentences into chinese, which is probably why it sounded weird. Like there was this sentence i meant to write in chinese, ' i tied up my hair and tidied myself up.' But what i wrote in chinese was a totally different thing. I wrote ' i pulled out my hair and tidied myself up'. Then that idiotic Ben said ' You pull out your hair already for what tidy your hair?' so sarcastic right? .. LOL. I know la my chinese isn't that good. At least i try what. haha. They laugh non-stop la.

; idomisshim,reallydo ):

just got back from school. it's going 5 already. shoot ! need to meet jas at the gym soon. i think she's gonna kill me. haha. nvm.
had to stay back in school to do a video for tomorrow's asembly for 'racial harmony'. we did a sort of news kind of video. it's not bad la. jac came up with the idea. it's really cool la. but we only did afew takes cause we were rushin for time. me and fazlina were the infromal reporters. which is way much better. cause i can't play the serious role. so NOT me la.
so we like acted crazy ! haha. OMG! i like messed up my lines. haha. and we had to wear the chinese traditional ' cheong-sums'. i wanted to wear the black and red cheong-sum. but faz also wanted to wear tt. so in the end she took it la of course. the other 2 were like tight-fitted at the bottom. still, i wore it. and we named our news station ' sigapura bagus talkshow' . haha. freaking funny la. their're gonna air the vid tmr during assembly. i haven't even watched the vid yet.
alright, before i go, here are the pics of me and faz wearing the 'cheong-sums'. haha

It never occured to me that i'm holding myself back. GAAAAAHH !

anyway, wrote a song few days back. was feeling down. went to a really quiet - "desserted"place, yet filled with glory. tears rolled down my eyes and my hand started to move like rapid fire. scribbling down my every thought and emotion. there, here's your anthem for tonight. title of the song, ' You're a beautiful accident to me' .

You're a beautiful accident to me:

no i won't hide it, no i won't shut my mouth.
no i'm not gonna sit back and watch my life as if it's a movie to be seen and heard.
oh how i wanna scream at the top of my lungs.
i wanna fly to the moon and embrace the quietness, the hurt-free planet.
you've been holding me back so tight that i can hardly breathe.
no i'm not sorry, i ain't gonna repeat the same mistake i did 1 year ago.
history's repeating itself and i'm gonna prevent it from happening.

oh boy, you don't know my every move, my every thought.
i lie in bed every night, thinking of you.
wondering if i could ever be by your side ever again.
i scrim and save to make you happy.
'cause all that matters to me is your happiness.
yeah it does suck to not celebrate that joy with you
but at least i get to see that beaming face of yours when you receive that very special gift

you don't know how dear you mean to me.
yet, i'm willing to sacrifice my time just to be by your side.
be it 4 in the morning, i'll be there in a jiffy.
you made my life so perfect, that joyous perfection once within me.
this girl is filled with sorrow to the brim, (and) it's starting to overflow.
let this be a end, and a new begining for us both.
i'll be standing at the gate awaiting your arrival, even after 2 years.

let me be clear and say it with pride.
i'm not boasting, no i'm not.

hun, just hear me out.
you mean the world to me.
i yearn for your touch, your kiss, your smile once again.
i'd do anything from risking to death, to be by your side.
i'd do whatever it takes to see you smile with me.

i'd REALLY appreciate it if people would stop telling me whenever they see them together. seriously, i don't wanna know. frankly,i don't care. it hurts whenever people do tt. cause i seriously seriously don't wanna know! sighs* every now and then people would ask. then again, i would always try and avoid tt question. like people will always start with ' can i ask you something?' and i'll be like ' shoot. hoepfully it's not about tt.' GAH whatever. whatever i choose to do is my choice and i'm sticking to it. ): nvm. i just wanna be able to go along with my choice and be okay with it.
boos'

SCREAMS !!! haha. after much anxiety, it's finally over! lol. did the emceeing with nurul today. i kept rehearsing it the night before and on the actual day la. was kinda tensed. then again, got through it after awhile. bandana and cherie video-ed me. then after tt they show me. lol. funny la.
gosh, really thank God tt the students responded and all. i know i rattled on like a train at one part. tt was cause i kinda forgot my lines. lol. then again, the student coucillors all did very well! (: the start of the student coucillor investiger was a transformers trailer video. freaking funny. mr loh did the video. at the end of the trailer, there were this big captions saying ' OPPS SORRY. TYPE ERROR. SHOULD BE 6.7.7'. cause in the trailer there was one part where it showed ' 7.7.7' . the whole school laughed la. and goes on the rest of the vid. the vid was really funny. mainly all the captions were funny. so glad everything went smoothly. credits goes to mr loh and kong, and student councillors ! anyway, thanks people for the comments. haha.

oh & not to forget, SOFTBALL CLIQUE THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY B-E-A-U-TIFUL VOICE OVER AND OVER AGAIN ALLOWING ME TO USE YOU'RE S GUINEA PIGS. ESP JAS. haha. ((:
thanks for coming mitchell. and for the encouragement. :)))

much love *

it's past 10pm already. just got back from dinner with jasmine. had dance class before tt. i overslept la. i rushed down to my dance class. was late for about 5 minutes. thank God they were sort of halfway through warm up. so happy la. finally daniel noticed me !! his dancing is freaking nice! haha. ate at pasta mania with jasmine. we crapped about lot of stuff.
i'm so darn tired. went out at a really weird timing last night. but it was worth it la. anyway, had a meeting today after school. usually the library would be realy quiet. but when all the student coucilors and senior councilors and prefects came, it was pretty darn noisy. everyone was like playing. i miss the the senior councilors so badly. haha. okay, it's like i miss myself. i am a senior coucillor too, i'm just stuck in sec 3. GAHH !! tmr gotta stay back after school to rehearse the student coucilor investiger. God knows what time it'll end. nvm it'll be fun. it'll ALWAYS be fun with them.
ahhh* doudou's so adorable la. she's whining at me now. she wants to play. lol. but i'm ignoring her. she's so cute la. she's always wanting attention. when we all give scottie attention, she gets jealous and fight with scottie. she's a bully, yet cute. haha. then again, scottie gets abit more attention from me cause my siblings all like don't care abt him. plus, scottie has been with me for really long. he always give me a sad look until i carry him.
(:

no school today, BLISS ! haha. nothing pleases me better than having to wake up anytime you want without my mum screaming into my ear. especially when i can sleep in peace.
went swimming with nik at noon. after we got out of the pool more people came. luckily we swam earlier. anyway, met up with jeff last sat tgth with claris. went out with her as a birthday celebration for her. (: he looks so diff now. his hair's weird. later in the evening rus and wanting came along. we camwhored !! ((: haha. claris's camera rocks la. it's freaking clear.
daphne's mum took doudou yesterday, so we just got her back today. i was so afraid her mum would faint after seeing doudou. cause we just brought doudou and scottie for grooming. and the damn gorrming place cut their fur wrongly. somore my mum specifically typed out in detailed what to cut and what not to cut. and the shaved ALL of their fur. now scottie's fur can't even grow back cause his ageing. doudou's one is not a problem cause she's still young. but she looks uglier now. nvm. time flies right? so her fur will be back in no time. haha.
this is a picture of scottie and doudou. the one on the right is doudou, the left one is scottie.
i REFUSE to put a picture of them now, cause it's embarassing. haha