celebrated claris's birthday yesterday. rus and i went to her house before school to surprise her. then after school, rus send her home. then rus and bq went to swensens to buy cake. then we went her house, lighted the candles, and kncoked on her door. when she opened the door her face was red la. haha. and obvoiusly we sang her the happy birthday song. she said she nearly cried. the plan worked. YAY! haha. we were so afraid tt ponie would ruin everything. cause if she starts barking claris would know we're outside. lol. then again, me daphne rus and bq managed to surprise her. rus and i were planning all this the day before her birthday. lol. ((:
HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION CLARIS !! xDDD loves*
OPPSY* haha. wrong information told. the student councillor presentation is next friday. lol. stayed at school yesterday almost the whole day cooking up the script and all together with nurul. anyways, i'm dead beat. reached home past 12am last night. mum forced me to go to school. had photo taking with the student leaders today, for the presentation.
GAHHH! during school mr noor caught hold of me and talked to me. i was holding back my tears, obviously i didn't do a really good job. cause i didn't want to talk abt it. talking about it just brings me down. it just makes me sad. i had no choice. i can;t possibly defy him and js walk out of the room. mr noor's a nice "teacher". good thing is tt at least i got to skip my last lesson before recess. sat in the class for 5mins and bell rang.

tmr's claris birthday. in advance, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED CLARIS ! haha. ((:
now you can watch nc16 movies, finally! mine's a long way to go.
anyway, this friday during the assembly we're gonna introduce the school to the first batch of student leaders. NOT prefects, or cca counsillors anymore. we'v emerged. so it's student leaders. nurul and i are gonna be the emcees. i've never presented to the WHOLE school before. i only presented to each level, and not the whole school clunked together. tmr gotta lotsa stuff to do and prepare. that's all for today. toodleeeees *

school starts tmr. )): GAH ! hate school, always have. hate the fact that i've gotta wake up so early in the morning every damn 5 days. the teachers either bore me or irritate me. ughs* i dread going to school. besides, now i've gotta do the prefect duties too. hopefully i'm not in the morning assembly. better yet, hopefully i'll be in none of the duties. cause recess is the only time when i get to be with my friends. after school most of em have got remedials and all. BOOS* nvm. just came back from the jason's saloon. cut my fringe before school starts. so i won't be caught. then again, i NEVER get caught. i've got the freedom of sitting in the aircon room. gotta wear the badge tmr.
accompanied my mum to sim lim square to repair her laptop. then we went to OG to buy some tees for sean , zk and dad. then went bugis village and she bought me skinny jeans. not black blue. faded blue. end next month then i'll buy grey skinny tapered. saving money to shop next end of the month. mum bought a shirt for tash saying ' I'M THE EVIL TWIN'. wanted to buy this other shirt tt said ' DON'T BLAME ME(my evil twin did it) ", for nicole. but it was out of stock. haha. it's funny la. saw it when i went out with eliza rai and the rest. so brought mum to buy it for tash. tash was freaking happy when mum gave her tt shirt. i'll buy the other shirt for nik as her belated present. then the both of them will wear it out. haha. it'll be cool.
boredom starts tmr, todleeeeeeees *

ENRIQUE IGLESIAS IS HAWWWWT !!!!
hees. his new video he looks much more good looking la.
& more HOT HOT HOT !
haha. okay i'm crazy over him. TOO crazy. love his new song though.

after a long rest started tuition today. thank God she gave me my favourite topic to do. if not i'd be there forever. haha. anyway, after tuition met nik at cityhall. she brought me to this place at suntec city tt sells this chocolate fondue set. it's not so ex and it's yummy. i don't have the pictures cause it's in my phone. eating the banana with choc is like eating goo with choc. GAH ! tasted like crap goo. haha. there were marshmellows too of course. which obviously went the best with choc. nik treated. FOR ONCE ! haha. this is gonna go in my diary. i took the receipt as evidence. then we walked around. i wanted to buy some stuff. walked around the whole day and bought nothing. lol. reached home close to 11pm.
okay i know the pictures are REALLY blur. cause i took it from my phone. forgot to bring my cam along. plus dont have the wire to trans the pics from my phone to comp.

it's difficult to express myself when i'm STILL feeling like crap. tt sorta feeling sucks. no wait, it effing sucks to the effing core. GAH* ):

Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see

But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me

So you come along
I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me

To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up

wounded- good charlotte

my legs hurt ! walked around the whole day. went out with rai eliza shikin and faz. anyway, went to town area to go to the flea market. there weren't much stuff there tt i liked. even if there were, it was way beyond my budget. i was holding back my money so tt i could afford to buy clothes from topshop. i bought a green fish necklace for jasmine. it's cutela, she better wear it. haha. then there was this band playing outside cine, and they were like staring at the lead singer cause he looked like someone. lol. their're so crappy la. crappyFUNNY ! ((: then ate at this ayam something. something gotta do with smash chicken. heck* i don't know how to spell. then headed to bugis. bought a black jeans, straight cut. but it doesn't look straight cut la. it looks more like skinny jeans to me. then bought a small black bag. OH OH ! and i bought a top from topshop. hees. ((: okay okay. then went to vivo. shared money with rai to buy this jellybean sweet. cost 3.50 . she has 2 bucks and i had 45cents. i didnt contribute any money la, still, it cost walking with her all the way back down js to get tt jellybean sweet. we were like small kids standing infront of the counter counting money. so dumb la wth. up the escalator we were snatching for the sweets, which made us look even more kiddy. ha* then went to the rooftop and started crapping around. playing crappy games talking crappy stuff. we took alot of pictures, in which we blocked the pathway. people were like staring at us. especially when they were talking so loud. haha. they're idiots la. make me position the camera then must self time and all. and they just sat there and posed. their're lazy bums la. i went back and forth. eventually faz did it. cause we couldn;t get a clear shot of everyone, somore it was getting late alr. (((:

finally a day of rest. haha. have been going out for the past few days. GAH! my eyes are pain. went to see a doctor afew days ago. the doctor gave me so many pills la. it's been so long and i'm still having block and runny nose, and cough. last month i went to see a doc already, but nothing changed. so this time went to a diff one. and i'm starting to recover already. ((: YAY* haha.
tuesday is my dance lesson. can't wait. hees. went out with some of the counsillors to go prawning. 1 hour cost 10 bucks. so ex la. daylight robbery man. they bought 2 rods. i stayed for awhile then left with louis to meet alfred, went window shopping. lol. i expected to see alot of people and CRAZY sales. to my surprise i saw so few people, and hardly any sales la. aftertt i met my mum in the night. went to bishan to see the converse sale. but the goods they sell there are the outdated ones, old stocks. and i couldn't find the one i wanted. so went to the converse shop, which had no sale at all. haha. and i found a shoe i wanted. and it's 69.50 . mum said it was expensive. but i really wanted tt shoe. SHE BOUGHT IT FOR ME !! (((: heees. so happy la. my first converse shoe. lol. i finally got it. tmr i'm going out with rai shikin eliza and fazlina. then sunday with cherie. wanna watch the men in white. a comdey horror movie.
tt's all for now !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE ! ((: haha
went out with the softballers today. our whole clique! had lotsa fun la. it's been awhile since we've gone out together, and i had a blast!! we took lots of pictures la. haha. went to seoul garden to eat.
jasmine paid for all of us. after that we walked around then went to esplanade roof top to celebrate her birthday. there, we took ALOT of pictures. haha. (: after tt all left, leaving me rai jh and jas. we walked around. went to zara. gah!!! the clothes are so ex la. but freaking nice. gonna buy a top from zara. ex but, worth it. ((:
here are the pictures we took . xDDD





me jas rai and jh










































me and rai

came back from camp not long. it was tiring but FUN. dead fun. we made the leaders and prefects run 4km before the start of the cap. their first sit tet was the bus broke down. then we had lectures the whole day. in the late night, made them watch horror movie then brought them to the cemetry where they had to find their lost friends. then supposed to sleep over at the cemetry but it was going to rain. so made them run back 8km back to the campsite, jalan bahtera. it was past 3am already. then bath and all then lights out. next morn wake up go pulau ubin. walk all the way to our campsite. it was close to evening by the time we reached the campsite. walking distance really tiring. somore had to carry lotsa stuff. conducted bonding games for them to play. then lights out. many fell ill. next morn went back to changi beach to play beach games until noon then topo to this fishing prawn place. really FAR! walk until my legs hurt. fished for prawns. i caught 4! wheeess.. haha. so happy la. LOL. then took bus back to school. cause sec 3 campers went to jalan bahtera campsite, didnt want to clash with them. so camped in school. played games conducted by the leaders. until 11 plus. lecture then lights off. next morn somore games conducted by the leaders and prefects. then fake paintball(waterbomb)! FREAKING FUN LA! DAMN FUN! haha. food dye and water poured into tiny plastic bags. then we used the soccer court and it was filled with barracks and obstacles for us to hide behind. and started throwing bombs at each other. haha. SUPER FUN LA. hees. then rest of the day. then next day played the real paintball. FREAKING DOUBLE FUN!! ahhhs* but it took us quite a while to get there. super fun la. i climb onto the tower to shoot. hees. my team won 2 in a row. hahas. super super fUN! then rest of the day then student leader night. giving out of badges from our graduation. we're the first batch of counsillors. we were given our new student leader tees. NICE! (: then next day, HOME! joy* xDDD

EMERGE 07!
PARADE OF SCHOOLS !! uber nice seh. the cheerleading was not as nice as last year's, but still, it rocked. gonna join next year.