my b'dae is in 3 daes time. wad i really wan fer my b'dae .. is to spend it wit d ppl i love. i was hoping dat e1 wld go out wit me during my b'dae. but cos his ga go visiting , so .. i guess i won't b going out wit him den. i wanna go clubbing. but cos he noes hu i'll b going wif, which is y he doesn't wan me to go. it's my b'dae, so im going stl no matter whut. anywaes, ive strted wrk last undae. it was cool !! so tooting fun lahs . hahas. really love it. im doing banquet. at raffles convention centre. the palza or smthng lahs .hahas. training's dis wed n fri. i really can't wait!! i love my new position to bits !

5 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAE !! x))

i retain. sighs* d whole level including na n express, abt 25 plus ppl retain lahs. sighs* stupid lahs !!

ahhs* i lyk tooting love dis song lahs. i wanna learn how to plae d guitar den one dae, il plae it fer e1. x) really gta find smwan to tch me tho. hahas. coyote ugly song , sang by leann rhimes. coyote ugly's a nice show lahs. ROCKS !! hees. anywaes, i've strted wrk last sundae wit jac, k7 n his frens. it rocks! so fun ! whees. hahas. really love d job. on saat im gonna do OT. can't wait man ! :))
todae went out wit e1, happy. bot NEW WALLET n HDFONE POUCH !! yayness* hees.

my exasm haf already strted. gonna end soon. yays* i wasn't really in a gd mood todae. smhow i js can't stop thinking abt todae's math papers. urgh !! math paper 2 was so diff lahs. lyk out od 20 qns, i only noe lyk.. 10 ? n wad if those 10 i don get rite ? .. il fail. nn i don wanna fail my math. i studied. i did . n somore i left out a 8 mark qns. lyk wth man , i feel so toot up lahs. im praying fer a miracle. seriously i am. todae he send me to skul tho he din haf paper in d morn. den he went back. he came skul to fetch me hme den he went back to skul fer his afternoon paper. sweet . anywaes .. i really don wanna retain. il blow my brains off. cos im planning to pass my eng, comb humans, chinese , math n F&N. but unfortuantely, i donoe how to do so many subs.
dis few mnths i haf been trying to find smthing .. smthing to cover up d scars in my heart. trying to pick up d broken pieces of me. it hurts so much to b in dis situation. it hurts lyk hell. n u wanna noe d worse prt ?! YOU ! how many fucking times do i hafta sae ? U DON LISTEN ! WHERE R UR EARS? DO U EVEN HAF ANY ?! LYK WTH MAN !! ISIT FUN TO HURT ME ?! ISIT FUN TO IGNORE ME ? IS DIS A GAME TO U ? I REALLY WISH DAT U'D JUST C DIS !
DEN U'LL NOE. MARK MY WORDS. I'L NVR GO BACK TO U EVA AGN. N EVEN IF I DID, MY FELINGS FER U HAF ALRDY FADED. TOO BAD. JS ACCEPT D FACT DAT I CAN;T STAND U N NEITHER CAN U. TO THINK DAT U WERE D RITE WAN FER ME WEN HONESTLY, U'RE NOT. N I DON REGRETT DOING WADEVA I JS DID. FUCK OFF MY LIFE N DON EVA CM BACK. YOU ARE D DEATH OF ME ! YOU HURT MY FUCKING HEART ! THANKS TO YOU .. DUDE !