Whatever happened,
To all those golden afternoons spent together,
Before you got too cool

Didn't sleep at all man. I'm dead beat. Dad picked me up at 5am to go to the airport. I was damn early. Waited for the rest to arrive. After so long i finally met the softball clique. Ahhh i miss them man. They look different somehow. Bandana left around 7am? We hugged her, took afew pictures with her before she left. Seeing her walk into the departure hall just sadden the fact that this would be the last time i'm gonna see her. Anyway, hope she doesn't get lost at Nepal. Lol. She's so blur. (: Went home with Moses. The very first time i actually talked to him so much. His nice, but i pity him. He always get bullied by mean people like ALFRED! Lol. Moses is not such a bad guy. His like so innocent. Plus he said something that nearly gave me a heart attack man.
Moses : I always thought that you are the popular, high class kind of person.
Lol. Funny right? High class, yes. Obviously you don't wanna be low class. Popular? That i don't know. Then he added ' That's a compliment.' Initially i thought he meant like those bitchy kinda person. Well, i'm not. So yeah. (: I'm friendly and not arrogant.

Went out with my precious Beloved today! :D Yes, i had a great time. When i saw her i practically smiled and hugged her. We ate at my favorite place again. Lol. Beloved knows me best eh? (: Anyway, there was this outlet giving out balloons. So i took 2 and we sat at Taka. We sucked the helium and started talking. Laughed non stop la. We recorded each other's voice. Freaking comical. Oh & there was this sesame street show going on. Elmo, Cookie monster, Banana in pajamas and one other character was dancing. Lol. I wanted to take a photo with Elmo. But like so embarassing. All the kids go on stage to take photo with them, then you see a teenager, like so extra. Nvm. My husband danced really well. (: Ask Beloved if you don't believe. Haha.

Anyway, for those of you who do not know, i'll be leaving for Shanghai from 1 Dec-8. So when i'm back i'll def go out with my love ones ((:




































































































































See, My husband danced well :D

& I could still spend the rest of my life,
With you at the cafe downtown
Wasting our lazy afternoons away
Just you, me and our book


Gonna send Bandana off tomorrow. Ahhhh! I'm so gonna miss her! ): All the times we've spend together in and outside school will be carried with me, Forever. Bandana, thanks for all the laughter you've brought to me,us. Most of all, you never fail to make me laugh with your silly jokes and the nonsensical things you say. Of all people, you're the only one who can make me laugh so much. Last but not least, you made me smile when i was down. Especially the time when i was freaking depressed cause of something. Thanks for everything. (: I love you. I'm so gonna miss your jokes, & of course YOU! :D


You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no particular reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder, but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.

;Laying beside you, made me feel so safe, so secure <3

I wish i was the girl i used to be.

Close your eyes, dry your tears
And when nothing seems clear,
You'll be safe here


Okay i know i haven't been updating for a really long time. I've been going out almost everyday that i don't have the time to use the comp.
Anyway, supposed to go to Mr Stephen Low
s wake today together with the softballers. But cause i already had plans and couldn't get out of it. So, yeah. My condolences to Mr Low. May he rest in peace.
Went out with Raihanah & ShiKin yesterday. Had a really great time with them. We ate at Lao Pa Sat. We like walked 1 friggin huge round just to find the place. We got lost la. Even had to ask people for directions. Haha. Before that we 3 bought the same top. But different colors. (:

Lastly, went out with Mitchell today. He brought me to the theives market. He bought a Polaroid camera there. But mine's better okay! Haha. Oh &.. I owe him fried mars bar. Really sorry. But you also had to leave early too anyway. So we're even :D Heh. Had fun anyway.

OH &.. I nearly lost my phone, AGAIN! Seriously man, i was damn scared. Met Mitchell at Braddell MRT, and i stupidly left my phone on the bench inside the mrt and walked off into the train. I only realised that i lost my phone when i reached Bugis. I was digging my bag inside out. Mitchell called my phone and a woman picked it up. She talked to Mitchell telling him she has my phone and asked if i'm with him. & That she also added tt she called Alfred since he was my first contact. Mitchell said yeah. So Alfred went down to Novena to collect my phone. He was already on his way there when we called the woman. Lol. OMG! I'm freaking lucky. Ahhh thank God the woman is nice. I didn't even know Alfred was gonna collect my phone until she told us. I was wondering how come Alfred is my first contact cause he isn't. She must have checked my call list. Anyway, after awhile Alfred called Mitchell telling him that he has my phone. He was really sweet. He wanted to come all the way to Bugis just to pass me my phone. I told him to just meet me later in the night. I'm one lucky ass man. Haha. If i really did lose my phone, my mum would scold the crap out of me and not give me any phone ever again. Cause then it would be my 5th time loosing my phone. So to those who messaged me and i didn't reply, it's cause my phone wasn't in my possession then. (: Thanks to that lady and Alfred for going all the way down to Novena to collect my phone. Ahhh i love you. & If i ever saw that lady i'd hug her man. She saved my life. ((:

Okay i know i owe a big thank you to Alfred too. He always do the things i ask him to do w/o complaining. & That's what i like about him. He doesn't do things for me out of reluctance. Plus he went all the way down to Novena just to get my phone back for me. Thanks baby. :D Ahhh you rock la.

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To Mitchell :
Lost love is still love. it takes a different form that's all. you can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor, but when those senses weaken, another heightens; memory. memory becomes your partner. you nurture it. you hold it. you dance with it.

Cue the music, curtain falls, the lights all fade to grey
Don't think there'll be an encore,
For our secret passion play


Went job hunting today. Now waiting for calls. Met my dad in the late afternoon and played pool. I'm such a noob at that game man. Since i was with Alfred before that, he came along to play pool with us, but left halfway.
Didn't realize that Alfred was good at pool. So is my dad. My dad told me to sit at one corner and watch them play since idk how to play. So bad right. Lol. After awhile they taught me how to play. I felt really awkward. After awhile i got a hang of it, and it's fun ((: Heh. After playing pool for like 2 hours? My dad brought me to buy shoes since i don't have one. & I love the shoes. Plus it means alot to me cause my dad hardly buys me stuff. & The money he earns is really his blood, sweat and hardwork. He asked me if i had shoes and i said no. So he brought me to buy shoes. Then we had dinner and dessert after that. Reached home around 11pm plus.
Alright. I gtg already. My mum wants me to write a resume for a job at Changi Airport. Have to send in my resume and go for 3 interviews. So troublesome la. The job must be really really high class i think.
Lastly, gonna play squash tomorrow. Yaaaaay! :D Okay bye.



/It's more than the feeling i miss

Let's drink our hearts content
Before the sun rises


Brought DouDou for grooming today together with Alfred. She's bald now. Lol. We took many pictures. I taught Alfred some photography skills. Cause i don't like the way he take pictures. Heh (: We had fun though. We anyhow walk here and there. The funniest shit of the day is that we talked to each other in chinese. I started talking to him in chinese for the fun of it. Obviously his more fluent in it compared to me. He speaks in chinese at home and friends. But thank goodness his not chee-na. It's a turn off. Lol. Anyway, he kept laughing at me cause of the way i sound when i speak chinese. I know la, when i speak chinese i sound weird. I don't know why either. Lol.
Anyhoo, i'm still looking for a job. This is the first time ever, that i'm really really broke. Cause of the building fund and all. But nvm. I believe in miracles (: My friend asked if i wanted to be a waitress. 5.50 an hour. Not so bad uh. Plus the working hours is really flexible. On the other hand, there's this other job at Precios thoughts, where you can earn 700 bucks in 9 days. Ahhh i want. I'll find a job tmr since i'm going out.
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DouDou carried my bag. Lol

I drew a little sketch of you,
In the center of my palm
Where it's enclosed with love

Went out with Nadhirah and Raihanah today. Had a really great time. Even though Nadhirah and i had to leave by 6pm. Cause i have tuition and Nadhirah's curfew is 7pm. Anyway, their're so kecoh la. Lol. We watched a movie 'Enchanted'. It's a fairytale story. It's kinda dumb but really funny. The scenes where people go ' awww ', i'm laughing away at one corner. Lol. Cause i find fairytales really funny. Nonsensical yet funny. Oh &.. I love you both la. ((:
Gonna go out again tmr. The more i go out the bigger my pocket gets. In other words i've got not much money. Yesterday i went out with Alfred to look for a job. He brought me to Club 21. The lady interviewed me and she wanted to give me the job on the spot. But cause i can't work on Sundays and im 16, she said she'll let me know again. GAAH! Is the age 16 really young to work? Or do i look like a kid to them? I wanted to work at Esprit. But must be 18 years old. Craap. Nvm. Worse come to worse i just work for my mum. I really need the cash damnnnnn badly.































































/Oh you're so pathetic

Yesterday's prom was simply FUN! It's better then last year. Like wayyyy better. This time every table was involved. And could see that everyone is participating. Plus the ballroom is 3 times larger then last years. The student councilors reached the hotel at 2.30pm. We had a hotel room to change in. We got ready by 6. Some people so kiasu came so early. Me and Kenneth were the co-host. The funniest part of the day is the prom king & queen. 8 guys & girls were selected. Alfred, Raihanah & Daphne were amongst them. Alfred & Rai were a pair. Daphne with Kelvin. The first guy to be called out is Alfred. The first girl is Raihanah. Plus i'm the one who wrote the 8 girls and guys name after counting the number of votes. The first round, they ahd to cat walk down as a pair. The emcee asked if they wanetd a demo. Then he called me. Thanks God i was sitting back at my table man. The the councilors keep wanting me to go up there. The second round they had to dance. Last year the chosen prom king & queens had to dance alone. This year they dance as a partner. Somore Alfred & Raihanah were lucky. Their song to dance to is the 'Tokyo Drift'. When the song was played everyone scream la. LOL. Mr Kong keep looking at me and laugh. Then Irfan said' Hurry go up there la. Don't jealous'. Wth? Lol. I'm not jealous okay. It's my boyfriend & Bestfriend. Lol. I have the video of them dancing. Effing funny. Third round, They were each asked a question. When the emcee asked them both to come forward, he said something about Alfred to everyone that was FREAKING EFFING EFFING funny to the core. He said' Look at Alfred. His got the BOYFRIEND MATERIAL. His so shy, generous... and handsome. Someone shouted out handsome.' LOL. I was sitting there, laughing my ass off. Seriously, that sentence made my stomach pain. Haha. I laugh until i wanna bang my head against the wall. Lol. Not only that, the councilors kept looking at me and cheering! I felt freaking embarassed la. WHAT BOYFRIEND MATERIAL??? Cough*
Al and Rai's qns was ' If you had 1 million dollars, what would you do with it?'
Alfred : Donate to charity
Emcee : Sure anot? Donate to charity?
EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING DAMN LOUDLY. Haha. Yes, it's bullshit answer. Haha
Raihanah: Buy clothes.
The emcee was like ' Buy clothes with 1 million dollars??'
Haha. Freaking funny la. I laugh until my stomach so pain can. I was sitting with ShiKin.
In the end the prom queen is Tabitha and the king is Aloysius.
Oh &.. Anyone who wants the video of Alfred & Raihanah dancing can take from me. & The video of Daphne and Kelvin too.
At the end of the prom me and Kenneth had to give a speech. We gave a reallllly short speech. LOL.
Afterthat went with the brothers to walk around and take pictures. They gave me and Kenneth a surprise. They celebrated our birthday. So sweet right? I reached home at about 6.30am. Damn late. Thats why i woke up at 4.15pm.
Okay pictures time!

Broken shards of feelings
Are the only tainted memories left
You let me go,
You let me go too soon



Went out with Rai & ShiKin yesterday. Rai had to buy her prom dress and shoe. On the way met Shaa & Enaa. Both pretty people (: Raihanah did this little book for me filled with our pictures and words. Damn nice la. And she gave me NF straight cut grey jeans, for my birthday present. Shaa gave me a shirt. Thanks to the both of you (:Later on in the day met the group at UOB. Took afew pictures. & i know to some the pictures you see may be a shock. But hey, it doesn't matter right?





































































































































































Tmr's prom. Ahhhh! Am i scared? Yes. At the same time nervous. I pray really hard that people will enjoy themselves and have fun & laughter. (: Okay. I gotta go bath now. Was baking a cake for Daphne & Diane's birthday. Helped Louis. Gotta go to the hotel really early tmr. Gonna change there and all. Have to be there early cause i gotta work with the professional person. Okay that's all. Toodles earthlings :D


/I'll be the narrator of this story told

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

YAY! I'm back from camp. I miss my bed and friends so much man! :DDDDDDD As you can see, i'm happy to be home. Okay i'm gonna summarise the whole camp. Cause i don't wanna write a grandmother story.

DAY 0
Preparation day for the Student Leaders only

DAY 1
Arrival of the leaders(campers). IN the night we made them watch horror movies. More then 5 people cried. They kept screaming each time a scary part comes up. After that we brought them to the cemetery. Most of em walk so fast during their night solo walk. After their night walk, we ran 8km back to the campsite. By the time we bathed and all, it was going 5am already.

DAY 2
Theory theory theory

DAY 3
We moved to Labrador Adventure campsite. Then we went to Labrador Park in the afternoon. Leaders take over the camp. Councilors just observe. So while the leaders were playing their games, some of the councilors played catching in a maze. Freaking fun la. We screamed like nobody's business. We played till night time. We were saying that Luthfi looks like a mad banglah. Cause can't see him in the night and when he runs he looks like one. LOL. Damn funny la. Me, Des, Luthfi, Justin, Christopher, Adrian, Kenneth, Irfan, Javier and one other person( forgot who) got lost cause the leaders walked so fast. We walked the wrong way. Thinking that they would reach the campsite first cause we were really far behind, we just went off first. But when we reached they weren't even there. Mr Loh and 2 other councilors were looking for the 10 of us. When they reached, we got a really bad scolding. Mr Loh punished us by making us run up and down the hall. Then after that he made us do handstand. Cause i don't know how to do, he ask me to do pumping until they finish. But obviously the 9 of them can't do handstand at the same time what. So it took very long. Cause Mr Loh said they have to do until they go up at the same time. & My arm was damn pain. I had to do pumping till they finish.After awhile he told them to stop and he talked to us.

DAY 4
LAST NIGHT OF CAMP! Heh :D Went to Sentosa to play some games. Then went Vivo for lunch. Then LTC night, which is the best night. Me and Jac were the emcees. Buffet dinner. Then movies all the way. Slept around 3am.
Mitchell sabo-ed me la. Idiotic uh. I already told the brothers not to do anything to me. Cause usually on the last night, people who are sleeping will be sabo-ed. Meaning they'll draw on their hand, or put powder on them etc. Then that stupid Mitchell, he put ALOT of powder on my hair. And my hair is very long, he put on my whole hair la. Wtf. And he put this sticky, minty facial cream on my hand. So that when i touch my face it'll be smeared onto my face. In the middle of the night i was like' Why's my hand so sticky uh?' So i just went back to sleep. When i finally woke up, everyone was still sleeping. I saw my hand and bed. Full of powder. I wanted to scream la. Then Mitchell was sleeping infront of me. He told me he did it. I was like jnsfjasndna !
Urgh. I had to bath early in the morning when everyone's still sleeping.